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HYUN
I got up at around 11 am.. I was surprised that I could get up this late.
Btw, at the church, I couldn’t relate to the pastor’s speech after learning about the Gospel of Thomas.
During a group meeting, I talked about my religion with the group.
At that moment, the pastor was there, and we talked about it.
I thought it was too deep to have a conversation about that issue in the group meeting,
so I said, could do it one on one.
After finishing the meeting, the pastor asked me if I had had dinner.
Then during dinner, I asked about my truth, faith, or something else,
and he explained what he knew to me.
But I couldn’t agree with that. If anything, I saw his face like a devil..
I know he is a really nice pastor, but… ha…
Even though I have a different faith and truth, I will go to the same church cuz I love them.
I wanna see them more, I wanna talk with them, I wanna spend more time with them…
I don’t do everything forcefully; just as I always told you, I will go with the flow.
Father will lead me somewhere. Jesus will be with me always.
They are always giving me some realizations.
I will pray anytime. I will pray for them.
But my father will be different from what they believe in.
- I appreciate my Father for leading me to this community I can love.
There was an accident during work.
Our employee fell down the stairs and hit her head.
Her head was bleeding, so I called 911.
Fortunately, she was conscious, but she didn’t remember that she had fallen.
She ended up going to the hospital with the paramedics.
Strangely, I wasn’t confused; if anything, I was very calm.
There was just a need for calmness. I didn’t like chaos.
- I appreciate my Father that she wasn’t injured so much.
- I appreciate my Father that she had a consciousness.
- I appreciate my Father for saving her life.
At last, Jesus’ words truly reached my heart: “You do not know me, so how can you know my Father?”
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Finally, the cleanup at Song-san Apt. is finished.
It’s not that bad really. I have to work to clean the water tank tomorrow..
Ha.. I’m gonna do this work by the end of the month. I won’t do it.
I can’t find the time to do my work. It’s frustrating.
Money shouldn’t be the one I pursue. The one I should pursue is my Father.
I appreciate my Father that everyone didn’t get hurt today.
I appreciate my Father for giving me a realization today as well,
which is that I need to respect myself first; then I can respect everyone.
Cleaning the water tank was easy.
My coworker had a cold, so I hope he gets better as soon as possible.
Still, I could feel that I needed to escape this job.
It doesn’t have anything to do with work, but the people were my problem.
I love them, but while I was with them, my feelings or energy were lower than usual.
I always wanna be alone whenever I work or go somewhere.
But when I was with my friend in Vancouver, it was different from what I usually felt.
What is different?
Tomorrow I will go to the church to pray, but it might be the last time I go.
I went to the church on Tuesday to pray, but my faith was changed.
That’s why I’m not on the same boat with them anymore. I couldn’t relate to their speech.
I still believe in Jesus and the Father, but the way to save my spirit is different from theirs.
Even though my faith is different, I’m gonna attend the Sunday worship.
I still love this community.
- I appreciate my Father everything, and I realize why you led me to this church.
- I appreciate my Father because I realized why you led me to become a Christian.
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My vision is so clear now.
I can understand perfectly that Jesus said, don’t know me; that’s why you don’t know my Father.
Maybe I’m wrong, but it’s not important.
I never want to be stuck in a frame.
I’m living with my choices.
Now I understand why Father led me to this church.
The personal experience taught me many lessons from this church.
I still serve Father and Jesus, but the way to salvation is different from that of the church.
Then, if you ask me why I’m going there, I just love them for real. I wanna see them.
The offering I give at that church is not an offering now, but a donation for what I appreciate.
Btw, I couldn’t learn DJing today cuz the instructor had an accident on his way.
But I wasn’t angry or feeling any negative emotion. Just “Okay, it is what it is.
If anything, I was concerned whether he was injured or nah.
That’s the thing my Father does for me.
- I appreciate Father for making my vision clear.
- I appreciate Father for making my faith stronger than before.
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- 상표 등록 (iN pROGRESS)
- tO mAKE A sECOND sEASON pLAN (iN pROGRESS)
- To finish the kimono ring
- Make the answers to the FAQ on website whenever something pops up in my mind
- To make the pendant poster
- Orange
- Ramen
- Meat
- To upload a bandage and croissant ring to the Amondz
- To make an announcement about a case, like a poster
To make the folder iconsTo renew an archive page, including book and anime pagesUpload my thoughts poster and reelsUpload anime everything I’ve finished watching recently
- tO cHANGE PW (iT dOESN’T wORK!!)
- To figure out ESTY (Somedays)
- To renew a blog constantly
- Drawing a new title for the archive page
- Review “Siddhartha”
- Organizing quotes
- Drawing
- Posting on blog
- Posting on SNS
- Upload my thoughts
- Drawing
- Posting on blog
- Posting on SNS
- Posting reels
To delete a Shinhan bank account.To make a debit card of 농협To finish reading the book
- To wrap my shoes and clothes
- To make the DJing mixset whenever I have times
- To wash the jacket and coat
- Cleaning up the ac
- Read half of the book
💸💸💸
yEARLY
- eLEMENTOR pLUGIN ₩85,000
(oCTORBER) - cAFE24 hOSTING ₩60,000
(fEBRUARY) - SSL ₩40,000
(mARCH)
tOTAL ₩
uNESSENTIAL
- Coffee ₩15,000
- For church event ₩14,000
- Dinner ₩25,000
- Cigarettes ₩4,500
tOTAL ₩58,500
jANUARY ₩ 216,900
mARCH ₩ 778,000
fEBRUARY ₩ 188,000
aPRIL ₩300,500
