Journey #82
– While I've been working at the Christmas Market since November 10th –
 December 1st
November 30th
Today I had a small argument with my older sister.
I didn't like being teased playfully.
When I get angry, I become silent and it all shows on my face.
So there are times when I create a bad atmosphere, and I know it, but it's not easy to fix.
On the way home, I did a lot of thinking, and a lingering uneasy feeling remained in my heart.
And I talked about the problem with my older sister before going to bed, and fell asleep in that state.
 
December 1st
Even after sleeping, I didn't feel good. I was lost in thought.
And I've thought about who I want to become.
Not long ago, I made a resolution to warm up those around me, and I failed to do so yesterday.
Actually, it was just that I was too sensitive and couldn't laugh it off and be flexible about something that could have been easily overlooked.
You just have to accept it. I must exist as myself, and my resolve or feelings should not be shaken by anyone.
Admitting, accepting, and apologizing for one's mistakes is also important. That, too, is included in courage.
I apologized to my sister first thing this morning, and she also apologized to me.
My mind was at ease, but the only one left was my colleague.
I felt like I made an uncomfortable atmosphere yesterday for no reason, so I immediately apologized to them when they got to work and had some free time.
He laughed it off, saying he didn't feel that way.
You always laugh at everything I say, listen, ask questions, and are incredibly good at your job.
It reminds me of Inseong. I, who tend to be quiet, become talkative, and I, who used to only listen, start sharing my own stories.
I'm sad that I won't be able to work until the very end with my boyfriend visiting at the end of the year, but, 
It's just that I feel like I want to keep in touch with that person for a long, long time.
Milestone
Osaka
Boxing
Achieve a score of 7 on the IELTS test
4. Talking with A$AP ROCKY
Going to the MSG Sphere
6. Help for 106 People
7. Sewing machine
8. Die after fulfilling my 108-bucket list
9. Buying something nice for my niece
10. Get a big guild in any game.
11. Good husband/dad
12. Tokyo
13. Good music equipment
14. Korea Guide
15. Married
Find the best coffee
 17. Running for 30 minutes every morning.
18. Yoga
 19. Making a cocktail
Dread hairstyle
21.  Home party
motorcycle
23. Six-pack abs.
24. Secret
25. Tattoo
26. chiropractic
27. High-quality car audio equipment
28. Eyebrow tattoo.
29. Smoking Marlboro Vista from Korea.
30. Try F1
31. Certainly, here are thirty diverse recipe ideas to get you started. I've aimed for a mix of cuisines, complexity, and meal types. **Breakfast & Brunch** 1. **Fluffy Pancakes with Berry Compote:** Classic buttermilk pancakes served with a warm, homemade mixed berry compote. 2. **Avocado Toast with Poached Egg:** Toasted artisanal bread topped with mashed avocado, a perfectly poached egg, and a sprinkle of red pepper flakes. 3. **Shakshuka:** Eggs poached in a spiced tomato and pepper sauce, often served with crusty bread. 4. **Overnight Oats with Chia Seeds and Fruit:** A make-ahead breakfast of rolled oats, chia seeds, milk (dairy or non-dairy), and your favorite fruits. 5. **Breakfast Burritos:** Scrambled eggs, cheese, beans, and your choice of salsa and protein wrapped in a warm tortilla. **Appetizers & Snacks** 6. **Caprese Skewers:** Cherry tomatoes, fresh mozzarella balls, and basil leaves drizzled with balsamic glaze. 7. **Spinach Artichoke Dip:** A creamy, warm dip served with pita chips or crudités. 8. **Guacamole with Tortilla Chips:** Freshly mashed avocados with lime, cilantro, onion, and tomato, served with crispy tortilla chips. 9. **Prosciutto-Wrapped Melon:** Sweet cantaloupe or honeydew melon wrapped in salty prosciutto. 10. **Miniature Quiches:** Bite-sized quiches with various fillings like cheese, spinach, or bacon. **Soups & Salads** 11. **Creamy Tomato Soup:** A rich and comforting homemade tomato soup, excellent with grilled cheese. 12. **Lentil Vegetable Soup:** A hearty and healthy soup packed with lentils and seasonal vegetables. 13. **Classic Caesar Salad:** Crisp romaine lettuce, croutons, Parmesan cheese, and a creamy Caesar dressing. 14. **Quinoa Salad with Roasted Vegetables:** A protein-rich salad with fluffy quinoa, roasted sweet potatoes, bell peppers, and a lemon vinaigrette. 15. **Thai Coconut Curry Noodle Soup:** A flavorful and aromatic soup with coconut milk, curry paste, noodles, and your choice of protein. **Main Courses** 16. **Lemon Herb Roasted Chicken:** A whole chicken roasted with lemon, rosemary, thyme, and garlic. 17. **Spaghetti Bolognese:** A classic Italian meat sauce served over spaghetti. 18. **Salmon with Roasted Asparagus:** Pan-seared or baked salmon served with tender roasted asparagus. 19. **Chicken Stir-Fry with Mixed Vegetables:** Tender chicken and a medley of colorful vegetables stir-fried in a savory sauce, served over rice. 20. **Vegetarian Lasagna:** Layers of pasta, rich marinara sauce, ricotta cheese, and vegetables like zucchini and spinach. 21. **Beef Tacos with all the Fixings:** Seasoned ground beef served in crunchy taco shells with lettuce, tomato, cheese, salsa, and sour cream. 22. **Pesto Pasta with Cherry Tomatoes and Mozzarella:** Pasta tossed with vibrant pesto, sweet cherry tomatoes, and fresh mozzarella balls. 23. **Sheet Pan Sausage and Peppers:** Italian sausage roasted with bell peppers and onions on a single sheet pan for easy cleanup. 24. **Chicken Parmesan:** Breaded chicken cutlets topped with marinara sauce and melted mozzarella cheese, served with pasta. 25. **Black Bean Burgers:** Homemade vegetarian burgers made with black beans, oats, and spices, served on buns with your favorite toppings. **Desserts** 26. **Chocolate Chip Cookies:** The timeless favorite, chewy or crispy, just how you like them. 27. **Apple Crumble:** Warm baked apples topped with a sweet, buttery oat crumble. 28. **No-Bake Cheesecake:** A creamy and decadent cheesecake that doesn't require baking. 29. **Brownies:** Rich, fudgy, or cakey brownies – a chocolate lover's dream. 30. **Fruit Pizza:** A sugar cookie crust topped with cream cheese frosting and an assortment of fresh fruits.
32. Settle down in LA
33. Release LP album under my name
34. Foundation established
35. Learn to swim
36. Go to the school I graduated from
Nail art
38. Volunteer
39. Get the three cars
Sleep at the park under the tree when the weather is nice.
41. Go to Jazz bar
 Start exercising regularly.
43. Don't get any disease until dead
44. Collecting nine of my favorite albums
Go to the pub alone in the evening
46. Orchestra
47. Make my font cool
Expense

December

  • Elementor Pro -$80 (Annual Payment)
  • Language Reactor – $35 Annual Salary
  • Phone Plan – $33 (Monthly Payment)
  • ROOM RENT – $800 (Monthly Payment)
  • ZeroSSL – $18 (Monthly Payment)

Total $851
Personal Item
  • Envelopes – $21 (10)
  • Compass – $20 (11)

Total $41
GROCERY
  •  MCT OIL – $22 (13)

Total $22
Health
  •  –

Total $ –
For someone
  •  For the Christmas market – $42 

Total $42
GROCERY
but it's not necessary
  • Rice Cake & Fish Cake – $7 (11)
  • Coffee – $12 (11)

Total $ 19
Beauty Toiletries / Kitchen supplies
  •  

Total $ –
Hobbies & Necessities

Total $- Limit ∞
                                       Budget – $781.3 (+533.8)                                    Total – $975(Except for the hobbies category) 
Left $0 (+340.1)
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