-Monday-

 Today, I woke up a bit late, around 5 AM. If I had gotten up 30 minutes later like the last day, I would have been out of my mind.

My coworkers are so kind to all of them, As far as I hear, My boss is rumoured to be a boomer, but He is on vacation now.

So I haven’t worked with him yet, I don’t know if he really is a boomer.

Anyway. The construction workers were not what I expected, I heard they usually swear a lot, but that’s not the case here.

They are aware of my tasks and I’ve not heard any nonsense, So far, so good.

I didn’t go to the gym today because there was a market near my workplace selling chicken breasts for only $35 for 4 kg.

It’s okay, I was resting today then will go to the gym this Saturday.

Mary lent me a card to use that market, Without it, I would have paid $40 for the chicken breast, so It was quite saving.

My goal for this month is to practice yoga and keep my budget around $5,500.

Actually, I’ve not received my pay yet because My cut-off day was messed up.

I’m curious to see how my savings will build up once I get paid.

Wonder If I can save up to $20,000.

If it were me, I could do it, I will be able to do anything.

-Tuesday-

I nearly arrived late for work this morning, It was not my fault, the bus was a bit delayed.

I’ve heard these kinds of things happen frequently in Canada, I truly feel it. 

I’m responsible for building and installing window frames at work. 

I’ve improved my skills to the point where I can handle it alone.

My co-workers and seniors also trust me and sometimes delegate tasks to me.

I want to get even more proficient quickly so that I can work alone. it’s more efficient and comfortable that way.

These days, Whenever I use the grinder, sparks fly onto my face, worsening my skin and inhaling a lot of dust.

The weather also is dry and cold, making it even worse. I used to have smooth skin, but nowadays, I feel like I’m aging.

so, I bought the mask unexpectedly from Dollarma, Originally, I planned to buy salt, a ruler, and wet tissue.

Leaving alone, I realize I need more things. Anyway. These days, My English study is progressing well, but I’m feeling tired and exhausted.

Nevertheless, I have to persevere and push through. Some sacrifices are necessary to achieve what I want.

Even if I don’t feel like working, there are tasks I must complete.

If I fulfill the five bucket list in a year, I’ll become an impressive person.

Just by following my milestones, I will eventually understand the purpose of my life.

By then, I’d likely discover new hobbies and lead a fun and happy life.

I will not chase money, it’ll come to me on its own.

-Wednesday-

It’s going to start getting cold. I work outside and It’s so cold, that I think my hands might freeze.

My schedule is consistent. 

I always head out at 6 am and work until 5 pm, then I go to the gym 

and by the time I’m done, I get home around 7 pm, have dinner, and take a shower, By then, It’s 8 PM

Normally, at that time, I rest for 30 minutes, write In my diary, and then go to bed around 10 pm.

And then I wake up at half past four.

Honestly, I’m writing this diary on the 8th after waking up. I was so tired yesterday that I went to bed at half past eight.

I ate a lot of dinner and cereal with cheese yesterday. But you know, I’m starving even though I ate a lot yesterday.

I guess I have to start looking for a local construction job bit by bit. Working for 9 hours a day is so hard.

There is no overtime pay, and studying English is very important to me.

I don’t forget that English is my priority and my goal for this year is to score between 6 and 6.5 on the IELTS test.

-Thursday-

Today, the weather is warmer than yesterday, so perhaps that’s why, work was better.

There is a lot of work to do, that’s why time flies. 

Gradually, people are starting to trust me and delegate tasks to me.

But I still feel tired. These days, my house is cold because they haven’t been turning on the boiler frequently.

I think I’m busy every day and it’s tiring, but I feel good. 

The feeling of being far from the life I used to live isn’t bad.

There are a lot of things that make life hard right now, you know, I think this is the busiest and most difficult time for me. 

But as I just told you, I’m going to face a lot more difficulties in the future.

If I can’t endure this situation, how can I achieve anything? 

I will succeed, not by others’ standards, but by my own.

-Friday-

Finally, the weekend I’ve been waiting for is coming. I originally had plans to drink with a Canadian soldier, 

but I cancelled because I was tired and had a lot of things to do.

Today was very cold and maybe because it’s Friday, I started to feel drained from 3 pm. 

I couldn’t concentrate on my work and all I wanted to do was go home and eat.

When I calculated the calories of my diet for the first time in a long time, it only came out to 1600 calories. 

Of course, I eat cheese and various foods that J prepares for me, 

so I think I consume about 1900 calories, but anyway, since it’s a physical job I also exercise after it ends..

 I’m considering eating 4 meals a day.

For now, I’m going to eat healthy snacks in the morning and afternoon on Saturday and stick to my cheating plan on Sunday.

 I think of it as a small gift for myself who worked hard this week.

If I don’t love and consider myself first, it’s hard to love and care for anyone else.

 I’m always the first priority. 

That’s how I gain the ability to do things for others and for my bucket list.