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I wonder why I always get tired on Sundays.
Running, meditation, writing, and helping at the cafe.
It wasn’t a hard schedule for me.
Btw I confessed my faith to our group.
Of course, I didn’t mention the details, but just spoke about my faith.
I don’t wanna put my doubts into them.
Matter of fact, I hope they keep their faith forever.
And finally, I took the picture of our bandage necklace.
Ha… It took me a lot of time.
After taking of it, I gave it to her, who became the model for our jewelry.
The last thing I wonder is whether I appreciate it or not.
What I realized was that the expression of appreciation for Father felt like a formal thing.
It was like I did it forcibly.
Rather than actively using the expression ‘gratitude,’ when a natural sense of thankfulness follows,
the actual thought of being grateful doesn’t even cross my mind.
It’s the same for love. You don’t do it because you consciously think, “I love them.”
Your body just reacts without a single thought.
Doing something naturally,
without any negative emotions or annoyance—that is true gratitude, love, and happiness.
I appreciate my Father.
I’ve got a cold. I don’t know why people set the air conditioning to 18 degrees Celsius.
Since I was always on the train, of course I got the cold.
The church was the same.. I don’t blame them. I just can’t understand.
I think I have to carry the blanket for myself.
So, I couldn’t go to the gym this morning.
My mother got sick as well. It is not a cold.
I think she has a problem with the colon.
So I went to the clinic with her, and the doctor said she was gassy.
Still, she’s been gassy.
Our new necklace needs to be fixed.
There is a problem. Ha…
Things don’t go my way, but I know it’s just a moment.
Just enjoy, bro. Just live with them. I think I don’t need to be serious.
Life needs humor. What do you think about it?
- I appreciate my Father.
I couldn’t do anything properly in my routine.
I couldn’t focus on doing them.
I decided not to go to the gym for two weeks.
My mother has been in hospital since this morning.
She has urolithiasis. She’s going to get surgery tomorrow.
Ha… I couldn’t go to the office either. I couldn’t do anything.
I’m not worried about my mother or my life.
Just things didn’t go well.
I couldn’t even pray at night. I feel so bad now.
Why? What’s the problem, broooooo.
fuxk.
I appreciate my Father..
Why can I not love my mother?
I know it in my head, but my heart doesn’t work.
I really wanna love her. I wanna have a conversation with her.
But it’s impossible. She’s old on the surface, but she has a young spirit.
Everything she tells me is about worldly things. I can’t get interested in them.
There’s no need to be aware of something she told me. Ha…
She’s still in the hospital, and she had surgery.
It’s not that big of one. I think she wanted me to stay there all day, but I couldn’t.
I couldn’t stop thinking that staying there was meaningless.
Don’t think about it too much. That’s gonna make my mind messy.
- I appreciate my Father.
I decided to write this in Korean starting next week.
I think the AI translator is getting good.
For example, we can see the great translator on Reddit.
And if I want this blog to turn into a magazine, my writing should be better than it is now.
So… It’s a shame, but it’s time to change.
Our new rings were plated today.
It was expensive, but it is what it is.
I appreciate my Father.
These days, I don’t know why I get up later than usual.
Maybe it’s because of the cold? I have to get back to my routine.
I didn’t go to the hospital today. I think my mother is okay.
If anything, it wasn’t something big.
She whose grandfather has passed away.
I’m on the fence about whether I should go to the funeral or not.
The funeral is in the same hospital where my mother has been.
So… I could go there, but honestly, I’m not friends with her.
Even though she helped me take the pictures of our products, it’s different, I guess…
The other way, there is the group that goes to the funeral together on Sunday after Sunday service.
But it will be 5 p.m. to depart from the church. It is too late.
Hmmmmmm, I don’t know! But I realized that I should be stronger.
When I called her, I searched on Google to see if I was able to call in her situation.
How weak I am… I was still depending on others’ opinions.
I should depend on my Father. Everything is just an image until I take action.
Father, please, I hope I become someone who is the same inside and out.
I appriciate my Father.
A lot of the case I have to sand. I think I could finish tomorrow.
Then I’m planning not to print for a while.
I will take a photo of the new rings and design new necklaces.
Not only that, but I am also thinking of finding an academy that I can be interested in.
At 3 p.m., I went to the hospital for my mother and the funeral.
Everything was okay, but my feelings weren’t enough.
She asked me why I was here now, even though there would have been a group coming there tomorrow.
I told her, “I don’t like team play; I love doing things alone.”
But actually, that wasn’t what I wanted to say.
I was there as a friend of hers, not the churchgoer.
Not for business, not for anything related to the church.
Just for her, as a friend. I don’t know why my brain freezes whenever I’m in front of her.
It’s like I’m not interested in her… yeah, it’s a fact, but I don’t know.
I can’t tell her my honest feelings.
After the hospital, there was a prayer meeting.
But I didn’t want to go. Maybe my father forced me not to go there.
Something is in my heart now, about the church.
Tomorrow, the cafe I’ve been helping at won’t open.
So I won’t go there, or to the church either.
I will consider my feelings and decide what to do next Sunday.
I appreciate my Father, that I could follow your words.
PlatingFinish every ringConceptualize the two new necklacesTake the pics of the bandage necklaceMake a poster of the new necklaceTake a photo of itUpload official website, Amondz, and sns
- 상표 등록 (In progress)
- 2nd Season
- Start selling the new rings
- Take a photo
- Product
- On it
- Poster
- Add to the website
- Category
- Modify Ring size chart
- Organize the collection and tag
- Take a photo
- Necklaces
- Sketch four necklaces
- Start selling the new rings
- Reorganize the e99 website, like pics til it’s done for every product
- Retake the photos of the earring that is on it.
- Sand every case in the office
- Start ESTY
tO cHANGE PW (iT dOESN’T wORK!!)Plate sister’s earringsUpload everything I made on this blog, like the posters or something
- To renew a blog constantly
- Blog -> Magazine
- Turn the anime page into a page, like a magazine
- Find out the references (Magazine, sns, blog, etc)
- Copy!
- Turn the anime page into a page, like a magazine
- Blog -> Magazine
Finish reading
- Read half of the book
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