• Quote 01

I’ve actually come to the same conclusion.
The more I try to ‘know’ something, the deeper I sink and the more confused I get.

Honestly, maybe this drive to understand—this greed, this curiosity,
is actually what’s getting in the way.

What if I just ask myself and simply do it? Maybe that’s the real way to reach ‘knowing.’

• Quote 02

Before I even picked up this book,
I already knew that true ‘knowing’ only comes from experience.

No matter what someone else tries to teach you,
you’ll never really get it until you go through it yourself.

• Quote 03

I wonder if I’m even capable of what people call ‘love.’
Since I already see everything as a lesson or an experience,
can that feeling even spark in me?

I’m afraid I’ll just end up treating love as another thing to learn and experience.
Or… maybe I’m already there.

• Quote 04

Nothing should be forced. It has to be natural.
Maybe following the path my Light, my Spirit, my Father sets for me…
it should become as natural as an instinct.
When you force things, they always backfire.
Even if I naturally end up falling off a cliff, if I can endure that place, I’ll truly understand.
Because my Light, my Spirit—my Father—will never abandon me.

• Quote 05&07

While working out alone in Canada,
I had this sudden ‘aha’ moment.

The ‘now’ immediately becomes the past, and ‘now’ is ultimately the future.
It made me realize that the past, present, and future are all actually one.

In this world, time is just something humans made up.
The Creator only made day and night, not the concept of time.

All the anxiety and rush we feel because of time?
It’s all just an illusion.

• Quote 06

It’s a fact. Even without a son of my own, I get it.
As soon as someone enters my inner circle and I start giving them my energy, anxiety and heartache follow.

I sometimes think I’d be more at peace and more ‘me’ if I were just on my own.
But then, the same thought hits me again.

I’d choose suffering and worry with that person over being happy and joyful without them.
If that’s not love, what is?

• Quote 08

I finally figured out what this is.
Or, I should say, I get it in my head, but it’s not quite coming from my heart yet.

I’ve accepted it now—this ‘Spirit’ inside me, God, the Father, the Light, Monad, or maybe just my true self.

I realized that the only thing I really need is its permission and approval.
All I have to do is just let it flow out into this world.

I feel like I’m just one step away…
literally one step, and everything will move naturally from my head to my heart,
and then straight into action.