-Wednesday-

I moved this Monday to Calgary

 I couldn’t write this last week, because I was so busy meeting my friends

and now I’m so busy as well

I’m looking for a room in Calgary, but It’s not as easy as I thought

Actually, I found two rooms yesterday but I didn’t like either of them

So, I’m looking for a room again.

I’m still excited. but It might be fear

My sister told me when we were driving to the airport,

‘You feel fear when you have nothing to do, but when you act, It feels like excitement’

I will remember that saying. I won’t forget it.

-Thursday-

The weather is so crazy today.

I can’t believe the temperature is -30 degrees..

However, I went to the mall and bought a cap.

It was originally 40 CAD but I was lucky because I got it for just 10 CAD.

They were on sale for about 80% off.

Anyway, I’m still looking for a room.

I don’t know if I can get it but I’m just trying my best.

And I don’t know whether I’ll go out this week, but I have to go out to view some rooms even if the temperature drops to -40 degrees

Actually, I don’t mind the weather.. you know, people live in this place too.

I swear, I won’t be back in Vancouver until I get a green card.

I miss my friends of course but I will disappoint myself if I back. 

I don’t want it.

-Friday-

I was defrauded today.

It’s just 100 CAD but It’s big money for me.

I went to a room to view it, but nobody was there.

I was waiting in front of that house for about 20 minutes to meet his wife.

But She didn’t come out, so I called him but He declined my call and then I think He blocked my phone number.

Actually, I don’t mind it.

Honestly, I’m thinking of feeling a sense of relief

because I learned a lot about trust and gained some insight.

I won’t send a deposit in advance from now on, even if it seems like a very nice deal.

However, life goes on.

I’m not gonna give up if I fail, just keep going for myself.

-Sunday-

I forgot to write this post the past day.

I received gloves, some food and advice from my Airbnb host.

She’s very kind and she reminds me of my mom.

That’s why I went to H-market for her.

I would give her some Korean food or dessert even though It took about an hour.

Someday, I want to meet her again when I become rich.

She also told me “When you’re rich, we’ll meet again”

I don’t know what her job is or who she is.

but I’m sure, she is a very nice person.

By the way, I’ll leave this house tomorrow.

It was super comfortable, had a good time.

 I’m very excited again.

Honestly, I rented that room without thinking too much, just like when I decided to go to Canada.

Is it called destiny? If you read my weekly diary, you know how I live my life

I’m still the same, I just let my legs take me anywhere.

and I can’t give up. because many friends rooting for me.

So, I’m maintaining my mindset and I’ll keep moving forward