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HYUN
Today was so busy at the café.
We sold about 200 cups of coffee in 3 hours..
Of course, if the beverages were included, we sold many more.
I styled my hair for the first time in a long time because of the festival.
Normally, I don’t do it cuz I don’t wanna use the shampoo.
Btw, I think the girl I was interested in didn’t wanna tell me about her dream story.
I asked her when she would tell me her story, but she said, “One day…”
It means she didn’t want to talk about it, so I asked myself why I wanted to hear that story.
Maybe I wanted to run away from my dream because I have to think about the real world.
I have to earn money, live alone, and save up.
This is the perspective of this capitalist world. Maybe I thought I should let my ideal go this time.
Just become a part of the company. 9 to 5 life.
While I was praying, this thought came to my mind: the one I should’ve asked was my father, not her.
So, I decided not to ask her again.
Actually, every worry is the same. I don’t have to ask anyone because I have my father.
Following up on this answer, I wondered why I had to go to church, since there was no one to help grow my spirit.
Every churchgoer is living in worldly things. They don’t wanna escape.
Ha… I don’t know. Just wanna smoke now. I know it won’t help me, but just wanna smoke.
I appreciate my father for letting me know that I need to go to church.
I felt low on energy this morning while I was working out at the gym.
I did my best, but it was not enough.
I found the 3D printer settings for the castable resin and finished my sister’s earring design.
I think I can leave the rings and earrings at the cast store this week.
Next, I have to upload our products to Amondz as soon as I take a pic of the products being on it.
But there’s no model. Ha… The girl I only know is the one I mentioned several times.
I’m not brave enough to ask her about taking pictures of them.
It’s not my desire to be close to her. Just real for my business!
Fuxk!
Furthermore, I feel like I don’t wanna go to the church anymore.
My faith has already changed, and there is no one who can grow my spirit.
I already told you. They are the same as the others.
I love them, but it doesn’t mean that I wanna fit in there.
Ha… maybe this month is the last time I go to church.
But I still love Jesus. I still follow His guidance.
I still believe in truth and spreading love to our neighbors.
I appreciate my father for holding me today.
I appreciate my father for guiding me today.
I appreciate my father that I was able to move my body in this hot weather.
I was too emotional today.
I feel that emotion on the day I wake up late and can’t work out.
I got stressed a lot. I really sought cigarettes today.
But I overcame it. I could put up with it.
Cuz I don’t wanna be controlled by them again.
Btw, I uploaded all our products on Amondz except for the bandage and ramen earrings.
They didn’t have another good photo, so I should take a pic of them tomorrow.
I think I will spend almost all my time at the office tomorrow.
I still pray that my inner and outer selves are combined.
I get confused every time I pray.
I hope someone comes to me and teaches me what the spirit is.
I haven’t met people who are spiritually above me. I mean…
I mean, they just pray to God, but they don’t listen to God.
They usually speak out but don’t have silence.
Don’t know what I want to say… just… It’s just a moan.
- I appreciate my father that I could pray even though I had a bad day.
I was so depressed. Did the side effects of stopping smoking make me depressed?
I don’t know. All I needed to do was pray to find my calmness.
I went through today for real. I think I have to take back what I said the other day.
Forgiving my darkest part isn’t good.
New products failed to be printed. Two of them were alive.
What’s the problem? Just do it and find a reason.
My plan was that I would have cast every new thing by this week.
But I couldn’t do it, lol.
It’s okay, I don’t have to rush! Just have a laid-back mind.
The products I uploaded yesterday got approval.
Fortunately, I can participate in the sale event that Amondz is preparing.
The deadline to join that event is today.
Now all I gotta do is take pictures of the products on my ear or neck.
And add them to our description poster. I hope it’ll be done quickly.
I appreciate my father for taking action without worries.
I appreciate my father for calming my depressed mind.
I appreciate my fahter that I can rely on you and trust you.
I ended up smoking two cigarettes 🙂
I’m still considering whether to do it or not.
Both of them have pros and cons.
I’m asking myself why I want to smoke consistently.
Actually, why I wanna smoke is not because of stress or habit.
I just don’t feel any joy in life… maybe this is the strongest side effect.
I don’t eat anything sweet. I don’t eat fast food.
I don’t drink. I don’t watch things like YouTube or Instagram.
Work, work, work, work, work, but there has been no profit.
If my business went well, I guess I would be able to stop smoking.
Oh… don’t blame anything.
But now I realize that I should stop smoking for the sake of my throat.
It feels like my throat is scratched.
And come to think of it, I haven’t had a migraine since I stopped it.
Okay, that’s that. I decided not to count today’s smoking.
I don’t wanna feel guilty. Just keep going. Next Monday is the day I’ve been off for a month
- I appreciate my father that I realized that I can judge what I really want and dislike.
I ran 5 km this morning. I didn’t carry my phone cuz I didn’t need to check my records.
The record is not important; Just take action instead of everything.
Strangely, I wasn’t out of breath. It was my first time not being out of it.
I did my morning routine as I usually do, then went to the office.
I found out the setting of the new resin, and the result was not bad.
But I have to fix a little bit more. I can leave them at the cast store next week.
While I was praying at night, I had a big realization about Saying 7 of the Gospel of Thomas.
I got a really big goosebump. I’m gonna write on this blog someday.
Tomorrow, I’m meeting the vice superintendent of young adult ministry.
I actually thought a lot about whether I would meet him or not.
But my answer was simple. There was no reason that I wouldn’t meet him.
The consideration was a lion I had to consume.
It was something like fear. Everyone voted not to join the meeting.
I’m the one who voted to do it. So I could feel fear cuz I was alone, and I don’t wanna get the attention of people.
But I thought, why do I have to think about others? I said, just stand up alone.
When everyone says “no,” you can say “yes.” Don’t get caught up in the people.
I appreciate my father for giving me a big realization today.
I appreciate my father for giving me bravery at all times.
I’m still working on uploading our products that are on it.
I’m using the AI model, but the quality isn’t good.
But it is what it is. I have to do it.
Doing something is better than doing nothing.
Of course, I will fix them after finishing the upload.
I ate out with my mother for today’s lunch.
I had a pork backbone stew. This is one of my favorite foods, even though I don’t like to eat out.
When you visit Korea, I really recommend this food.
The meeting I mentioned yesterday was canceled.
The only one who joined was me, so… it was 🙂
Tomorrow there is an event to track the mountain with the churchgoers.
Or I can go to the cafe with them. I don’t know what I will do.
I appreciate my father that I exist.
I appreciate my father that I can hear you.
Post every pendant on the AmondzBandageMeatPizzaCroissantRamenOrange
Post every earring on the AmondzThree bandagesOrangeRamene99
- 상표 등록 (iN pROGRESS)
- To make a second season plan (in progress)
- Casting new rings
- Conceptualize a new bandage ring
- Make the answers to the FAQ on the website whenever something pops up in my mind
- Reorganize the e99 website, like pics til it’s done for every product
- Make the bandage earring poster
- Post bandage earring
- Take the pics of the necklaces that are on it
- Bandage
- Ramen
- Meat
- Pretzel
- Orange
- Pizza
- Improve the reliability of the website
- Re-set the price
Sister’s earringReprintFix something wrong
Make a journey poster template for Insta (Still thinking..)
- tO cHANGE PW (iT dOESN’T wORK!!)
- To renew a blog constantly
- Cast sister’s earring
- Decorate the Substack blog
Reorganize 3D file folderFinish the book I’ve been reading.
- To make the DJing mixset whenever I have times
- Exchange currency from CAD to KRW
- Review the book I finished
💸💸💸
yEARLY
- eLEMENTOR pLUGIN ₩85,000
(oCTORBER) - cAFE24 hOSTING ₩60,000
(fEBRUARY) - SSL ₩40,000
(mARCH)
tOTAL ₩-
uNESSENTIAL
- Coffee ₩15,000
- Earphones ₩28,000
- Sparkling water ₩2,000
- Cigarettes ₩5,000
tOTAL ₩50,000
eSSENTIAL
- Book ₩8,000
- Shrink film ₩9,000
- Contact Solution ₩5,000
- Flowers ₩18,000
- Cake ₩22,000
tOTAL ₩62,000
jANUARY ₩216,900
mARCH ₩778,000
mAY ₩224,000
fEBRUARY ₩188,000
aPRIL ₩322,500
jOURNAL dAILY (주간 일기) #137
jOURNAL dAILY (주간 일기) #136
jOURNAL dAILY (주간 일기) #135
jOURNAL dAILY (주간 일기) #134
jOURNAL dAILY (주간 일기) #133
