– While I’ve been working at Christmas Market since 10th Nov –

I’ve been so busy working so far.

It’s a lie if I don’t have time to write this. I had time but I didn’t it to catch up on anime I like.

There were many happens. My delivery was stolen and I lost my wallet.

My heart was not good but I was calm and not annoyed.

It was a moment when I felt like I had changed myself. Only I thought that there must have been a reason.

I felt tired working for at least 6 hours to 10 hours but wasn’t feeling tough and exhausted.

It’s weird. When I worked in Calgary, I was annoyed even working three days a week, but now it’s totally the opposite.

The reason is that I’m working with good people and they get my feedback and share.

21st November was my birthday. There were some presents I didn’t expect so I was happy.

Yoobin gave me a necklace and a short letter, my sister gave me a hundred dollars, and 승언 also gave me a bottle of wine.

What present I was moved and can’t forget and want to keep forever must be the letter.

there is what I learn and feel, Letters touche me more than some materials.

I learned how to give a favor from Bomi, and  what was more important thing than materials from Yoobin

In the world, people are living cold, and indifferent, and between pros and cons.

I was also the same person. But I always learn something from people who work at Christmas Market.

I don’t want to be rewarded by people who I gave something. I’m just satisfied and happy if they eat well and appreciate me.

If anything, I appreciate them.

I learned that the things which make people cry, think, and touch their hearts aren’t material. It’s just a small letter

I hope the world is warmer and people have at least kindness, and I want to change this world smiling.

It won’t be easy. But everything is step by step so I plan to change my area warm at first.

– Tuesday –

Working with good people is a good experience. It could make me feel more working.

I haven’t known what motivation made me come to Canada and there is no reason that I should immigrate here.

Just, I’m certain that I’m living here more fun and comfortable than in Korea.

I’ve been living it as whether immigrants here or not is fate, and If I failed, I don’t mind it.

26th, Nov.

Today, I realized that Julia and Yoona care and help me how to get my visa and permanent residency.

If I told them that I don’t mind immigration, they would be disappointed in me and I would make their effort pointless.

I don’t want to give them that feeling.

So, I’m planning on trying to get a permanent residency If I can do it.