Exploring Personal Growth Journaling At A Time #78
-Monday-
I packed my stuff before going to Korea.
My clothes were more than I thought and the place where I could keep them was few.
I appreciate my sister but the closet was messed and there was everything but the kitchen sink.
Here isn’t my house so I couldn’t tell her anything. At that moment, so many thoughts crossed my head.
I need my space even though it is small. I just want to sort all of the stuff.
And I drowned into many thoughts. I was determined to never look back.
But I got curious about why I came to Canada, why I wanted to settle down here, and why setting down in LA is my bucket list.
In the first place, If I didn’t want to settle in LA? yet I couldn’t find out what I wanted.
Since cutting SNS, communities, and YouTube off, I could seen many things.
Even Korean companies have many bad cultures but The reason I hated Korea was that they were always fighting about gender issues and politics.
But the reality is different. In fact, Korea isn’t bad living. So what things did I hate?
There is no different issue between Canada and Korea. Canada also has problems with house prices and politics.
But I don’t regret coming here. I got a hobby to study English, which is fun for me.
But I’m confused myself. Could I get an answer after arriving in Korea tomorrow?
 
-Sunday-
I did lots of things after I arrived here.
First, when I stepped into Korea, I felt like people were unfriendly.
I could hear so many hooking horns, and the bus driver was unfriendly.
Then I took a taxi, but he was driving dangerously.
Anyway, I met my friend last Thursday, I was supposed to only drink coffee with him,
But he wanted to go to Seoul, so I went there and looked around at 경복궁 and 종로.
Last Friday, I met my best friends and we went to 노원 for drinking.
We talked with some girls, but I didn’t say anything. I never open my mouth.
I wasn’t interested in them. I realized that playing with girls who meet for the first time is not my style.
Last Saturday, there was nothing to do, I got a hangover so I couldn’t do anything.
Today, I went to the theater on my own. I watched “The Colors Within”
Milestone
1. Osaka
2. Boxing
3. Get a seven score on the IELT test
4. Talking with A$AP ROCKY
5. Going to the MSG sphere
6. Help for 106 people
7. Sewing machine
8. Die after fulfilling my 108-bucket
9. Buying something nice for my niece
10. Get a big guild in any game.
11. Good husband/dad
12. Tyoko
13. A good music equipment
14. Guide Korea
15. Married
16. Find the best coffee
 17. Running for 30 minutes every morning.
18. Yoga
 19. Making a cocktail
20. Dread hairstyle
21.  Home party
22. motorcycle
23. Get Washboard abs.
24. Secret
25. Tattoo
26. chiropractic
27. high-quality music equipment in my  car
28. Eyebrows tattoo.
29.  44. Smoking Marlboro Vista from Korea.
30. Try F1
31. Make twenty foods recipe
32. settle down in LA
33. Release LP album by my name
34. Foundation established
35. Learn swimming
36. Go to the school where I graduated
37. Nail art
38. Volunteer
39. Get the three cars
40. Sleep at the park under the tree when the weather is nice.
Expense

October

  • Elementor Pro -$80 (Yearly Pay)
  • Language Reactor – $35 (Yearly Pay)
  • Phone Plan – $33 (Monthly Pay)
  • ROOM RENT – $700 (Monthly Pay)
  • ZeroSSL – $18 (Monthly Pay)

Total $751
Personal Item
  • Uber – $20.7 (01)
  • Coffee – $10 (01)
  • Add Suitcase – $36.8 (01)
  • Baskets – $10 (02)
  • Super Glue – $1.3 (02)
  • Mini Screwdriver set – $20(08) 
  • Fabric Softner – $26.3 (10)
  • Charge Bus Card – $20 (12)
  • Bordering – $27 (16)

Total $172.1
GROCERY
  • MCT Oil – $40 (01)
  • Brown rice – $14 (10)

Total $ 54
Health
  • GYM – $20
  • Vitamin C – $7.1 (30)
  • Propolis – $17.6 (30)
  • Quercetin & Bromelain – $20 (30)
  • Lactic Acid Bacteria – $37 (30)

Total $ 101.7
For someone
  • Korean Noodle – $64

Total $64
GROCERY
but it’s not necessary
  •  Cheese – $13 (04)

Total $ 13
Beauty / Toiletries / Kitchen stuff
  • Razor – $12 (04)
  • Tongue Cleaner – $6.3 (04)

Total $ 18.3
Hobbies & Necessary
  • Coffee pot – $53.4 (01)
  • Illy bean – $13.2 (02)
  • Sewing Fabric Chalk – $11 (08)
  • Safety Pin for clothes – $12 (08)

Total $88.4   Limit ∞
                                       Budget – $1402.3 (+433.8)                                    Total  – $1174.1(Except for the hobbies category) 
Left $ 228.2