-Wednesday-
I went to some place to do bouldering with my sister.
Actually, I was lazy to do it but she really wanted it I guess.
I thought It was not like dying even if trying once. That’s why I went.
It was so fun, there were some levels that could be challenged.
I did til level one but it was beyond my ability to clear level two.
I don’t know when I will try again, but If I have a girlfriend, it would be nice to go there together.
-Sunday-
A peaceful day is going on.
To focus on the present. I had decided not to worry or think something.
It can’t controlled well yet.
Still, I worry about Immigration inspection, and I’m afraid of the future.
I’ve always said I would follow fate, but it’s scary when I look at the future.
I feel like I’m stuck. I don’t know how to do it, even though I said I would make it.
Believe in a GOD, fate, or anything, that means you believe in yourself eventually.
It just only changes the object. It’s not easy to believe in myself.
But If I decided it, I should move on. I’m standing in a forest where nothing is here.