-Monday-

Jarel hasn’t been moving out, He has a lot of his stuff I guess.

That’s understandable, he’s been here for half a year.

I think if he moves out by this week, I’m going to appreciate it.

I started to meditate properly today. I frequently do yoga Nidre but I wanted to fill my heart.

And I actually cried when I did it. I think I had to push through so much myself.

You know, I haven’t had a job for only a week, but I felt so pressured.

Of course, there have been many things happening.

Perhaps, this time is to reflect on myself and fill my inner self, I guess.

I will consistently meditate from now on.

-Thursday-

Jarel apologized to me today.

I understood and then we talked like in the old days.

He was not doing drugs, and he said that he would become like that when he was drunk.

And he told me he would never drink from now on, so I wanted to cheer him up.

He’s really friendly when he’s normal.

I had a one-on-one interview, but I guess I messed up.

I realized that my English wasn’t good enough.

However, I have expectations and fun that make challenges like this.

I’m going to learn boxing on Sunday, so I want to learn quickly