-Monday-

Today, the C-train was something that happened, so I waited for 30 minutes at the SAIT station.

That’s why I lost about 30 minutes of work time.

Also, I got home 30 minutes late. 

I was originally supposed to have to take the Red Line when I went home,

But I accidentally took the Blue Line. So I had to go back, and to make matters worse,

I got off at the wrong station. 

Today, I feel like an unfortunate person.

-Tuesday-

These days, I get migraine frequently and I don’t know why.

Normally, I get them once a month, but last week, they continued for two days and even today.

Have I been unknowingly depleting my energy?

Have I been under stress without realizing it?

Sometimes, I don’t know well who I am.

It’s always different in my mind and resolve from one day and the next.

There’s a multitude of tasks and worries, and the excitement is disappearing from what I felt.

I wonder if I’m lonely. I want to talk and discuss my circumstances with someone.

And I need to regain my focus, motivation, and my mind, or perhaps I hope someone to guide me.

However, I know that the choices are mine to make, and the responsibilities are mine to bear.

Somehow, things will work out.

-Thursday-

I quit my job today.

I was contemplating for a few days ago but at that point, 

the bosses told me we didn’t know how we should about your performance.

And then said you worked well but didn’t do what we expected. 

And then they asked me if I needed something in the kitchen, Just let us know what I needed.

So I posed the issue of the order receipt. And then told me 

“If we fix it, can you do it well more than now? If we fix our system, we spend some money”

I actually thought about moving to some rural while I working in that restaurant until May or June.

However, I was concerned about the impact of leaving during the busy season.

That’s why I made the decision to quit today.

I don’t know why, but my mind was comfortable.

If anything, I’m more comfortable than when I work there while considering it.

I will catch up my mind and I have to prepare to move to some rural area.