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HYUN
I went to the church at half past ten to hang out with churchgoers at the café.
I really enjoy the time I spend with them. I always have fun!
Although I couldn’t eat lunch, it was okay 🙂
After the pastor’s speech, I asked her how our necklace would look if she were wearing it.
But she gave the wrong answer, and she said I didn’t take a picture, which I didn’t ask about.
Then she passed by me.
I thought she didn’t like me..? hate..? I don’t know.
After the group meeting, I went for a walk with my group leader.
Whenever I saw him, he was really pure. I hope he doesn’t have any struggle in the future.
Got back home, I had dinner for an hour and did my things.
That’s all for today.
I appreciate my father that I met a good group leader.
I appreciate my father that I don’t look my circumstance in the world perspective.
I received the Canada tax return check again.
I don’t know why it came to me. I hope there isn’t any problem.
My morning prayer time increased. Now I pray in the morning for 55 minutes.
Nothing happened today. Hmm.
I have one thing, maybe.
The issue was that I asked her to take pics of our pendants.
But for some reason, maybe I didn’t tell her exactly..
Btw, she gave our pendant to her prospect, who is the target soul for prayer.
Now it’s during the evangelism festival, that’s why..
It is what it is. I couldn’t tell her to get them back.
Actually, it’s no use to me, so I just gave them away to her.
I appreciate my father that my emotion ususally keep calming.
I appreciate my father that I’m getting to know who I am and where I came from.
Hmmm… I did my job.
Today was my mother’s birthday.
But I actually didn’t wanna buy cake.
The price wasn’t the problem.. I thought it was meaningless.
If I loved her, I would’ve done everything without thinking.
But I thought a lot. It means I don’t love her?
Ahhh, I don’t wanna think about it.
I don’t have to love her.
What matters the most is she’s my mother.
My answer is that I don’t love her, or nah.
Of course, I will do something for her in the future
That’s the son. But I’m sure I don’t force myself to do something.
One day, I know I will realize and do something spontaneously.
That’s what I wanna reach. Don’t force me to do it. Just spontaneity.
- 1. I appreciate my father for leading me to buy a cake for my mother.
Just had a normal day as I usually do.
Did my routine. I don’t know how to make an e99 earring poster.
It’s so hard, but I’m gonna make it one way or another.
My father inspired me to draw something.
I don’t know if it’ll work out well, but I will try tomorrow.
I may be busy.
During meditation at night, I was praying about how to bring together my inner and outer worlds.
I’m able to feel that my inner self is changing now as well.
I can feel it in my heart that my father has already given me everything I could do everything I want.
I even considered if I turned my back on the world, how could I socialize with people?
But this consideration also belonged to the world.
It was not for my spirit or my father.
That was not my choice. I couldn’t control it anyway.
I realized that I had to follow the path in God’s vision,
and I could do everything whatever I wanna do.
Just do it. Be brave. Trust your father. There’s no failure, only realization.
But one thing I wanna know is how I can bring my inner self to the outer.
It should be combined.
I have to bring out what I realized that all I have to do is just do this to this world.
Plz, my father, give me an answer. I pray for it.
1. I appreciate my father for inspiring me on how to make an e99 poster.
I appreciate my father that I can win and succeed with this body.
I used the castable resin for the first time in a long time.
I had to manage the settings again.
I reprinted our rings and my sister’s earring.
I think it’ll be done by next week.
But what I’m considering is that I need to make another bandage ring.
Now my mother and father are calling.
They are fighting again now. Maybe the money is the problem.
Ha… I hate this. I hate this situation.
Why are they always fighting? Why don’t they know about love?
What I need is just wanna leave this house and family someday.
Of course, I will definitely give back everything I got from them.
My father.. plz make my feelings stay calm..
I don’t wanna get any negative things. Just.. wanna peace.
I said to them, “Just cut it,” but I think they wanna fight each other.
I don’t know. Just wanna leave this family. I can’t give them my love.
They always make my feelings break down.
- I appreciate my father for giving me the reason why I have to leave this family early.
- I appreciate my fahter that I can make up my mind again.
I couldn’t do my shoulder and legs properly.
There were lots of people in the gym this morning.
It was the first time that I couldn’t do it because of people since I started going to this gym.
The weather was hot, but I know now that there is cold weather cuz hot weather exists.
I’m still fixing the resin settings.
I think the exposure time should be increased by 1 second more.
Now already 7.
My throat is not good. It’s not a cold, but maybe withdrawal symptoms from smoking?
I guess I have bad breath coming from my throat or stomach.
I hate this. I hope it gets better soon.
- I appreciate my father for having sent me to Canada, where I was able to learn something spiritual.
- I appreciate my father that I could work at the Christ market in Canada.
- I appreciate my father Yoona is my sister, which made it possible for me to work there and meet my friend.
Lately, after meditating, I can’t help having a little nap.
I’ve been doing it for a week. This problem is the one I should fix.
I watched the anime titled Darwin’s Incident.
It became one of my best anime.
It was really nice and philosophical. While I was watching it, I thought a lot about life.
And I felt like I became Bluebeard’s bride.
My curiosity can no longer be stopped.
At the prayer meeting, I was considering why I came here again.
They are different from me.
While they were talking about their stories, I wanted to talk about our father.
But I couldn’t do that shit. You know the reason.
I appreciate my father for letting me know that he has already given me everything.
I appreciate my fahter that I can see my circumstances from your perspective.
I appreciate my father for the experiences I had in Calgary, through which I was able to grow a lot spiritually.
Fix the ringsReprintingTo make the pendant posterPizza
e99 earringMake other sizesMake a template that is related to the Amondz- 상표 등록 (iN pROGRESS)
- To make a second season plan (in progress)
- Casting new rings
- Conceptualize a new bandage ring
- Make the answers to the FAQ on the website whenever something pops up in my mind
- Reorganize the e99 website, like pics til it’s done for every product
- Make the rest of the jewelry poster
- Bandage earring
- Post every pendant on the Amondz
- Bandage
- Meat
- Pizza
- Croissant
- Ramen
- Orange
- Post every earring on the Amondz
- Bandage
- Three bandages
- Orange
- Ramen
- e99
Reorganize the wEAMi folder.Fix the sizePrintFix something wrong
- tO cHANGE PW (iT dOESN’T wORK!!)
- To figure out ESTY (Somedays)
- To renew a blog constantly
- Sister’s earring
- Reprint
- Fix something wrong
- Casting
- Make a journey poster template for Insta (Still thinking..)
- Post my thoughts in this blog.
Read half of the bookReorganize the share folder
- To make the DJing mixset whenever I have times
- Exchange currency from CAD to KRW
- Reorganize 3D file folder
- Finish the book I’ve been reading.
💸💸💸
yEARLY
- eLEMENTOR pLUGIN ₩85,000
(oCTORBER) - cAFE24 hOSTING ₩60,000
(fEBRUARY) - SSL ₩40,000
(mARCH)
tOTAL ₩-
uNESSENTIAL
- Coffee ₩15,000
- Earphones ₩28,000
- Sparkling water ₩2,000
tOTAL ₩45,000
eSSENTIAL
- Book ₩8,000
- Shrink film ₩9,000
- Contact Solution ₩5,000
- Flowers ₩18,000
- Cake ₩22,000
tOTAL ₩62,000
jANUARY ₩216,900
mARCH ₩778,000
mAY ₩219,000
fEBRUARY ₩188,000
aPRIL ₩322,500
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