{"id":5692,"date":"2025-01-05T20:00:49","date_gmt":"2025-01-06T03:00:49","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/weami.kr\/?p=5692"},"modified":"2025-05-08T23:30:25","modified_gmt":"2025-05-09T06:30:25","slug":"journaling85-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/weami.kr\/en\/journaling85-2\/","title":{"rendered":"Journey #85"},"content":{"rendered":"
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-Wednesday-<\/h6>\n
The New Year isn’t a special day for me.<\/h6>\n
It’s just a day that goes through as other days.<\/h6>\n
I planned on going to the English Bay to see an event that went into the ocean.<\/h6>\n
But I was lazy and headed out late then I checked the time when I would’ve arrived.<\/h6>\n
It was at around 3 pm, so I went back to my home.<\/h6>\n
Do you remember that I said I was interested in her who worked together?<\/h6>\n
I think it was wrong, I was just lonely. I got lost interest to keep in touch with her.<\/h6>\n
Actually, I don’t care if she gives me a reply to my message. <\/h6>\n
Perhaps, I may have needed a friend who could talk with.<\/h6>\n
And this thing is good news that my message reached her who I considered whether texted or not yesterday.<\/h6>\n
We had fun on the text and the time flew. I wasn’t aware of the time for real.<\/h6>\n
I was afraid she didn’t answer my text, but she did! Fortunately.<\/h6>\n
However, that’s all. You know what? I think there are no friends in the world if they don’t go with me forever.<\/h6>\n
if they can’t do it, it’s just a known person no matter what they are girl or man.<\/h6>\n
That is what I realized.<\/h6>\n
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-Thursday-<\/h6>\n
I started considering what friendship is about again…<\/h6>\n
I cut off the text between me and her who worked together.<\/h6>\n
I said I lost interest in her yesterday but perhaps.. I don’t know well.<\/h6>\n
Looking back, I really don’t know at all. I don’t know a relationship between a girl and a man, <\/h6>\n
I don’t know what’s friendship.<\/h6>\n
The answer didn’t come out during meditation. I didn’t get envious of her boyfriend.<\/h6>\n
Basically, If I had a girlfriend and if she hung out with her friend who was a guy?<\/h6>\n
There must be jealousy and obsession. Does true love mean that I have to love her when I get those emotions?<\/h6>\n
In the first place, Can I afford them? In the first place, Do I really have an emotion that I love her?<\/h6>\n
What is fate trying to tell me? Couldn’t she stay by me just as a good friend?<\/h6>\n
Then, If my girlfriend denied our friendship? And If I didn’t want to make her feel anxious?<\/h6>\n
Then, Would I have to cut the friendship off? Is that friendship? Could friendship be forever?<\/h6>\n
If we didn’t see at the edge of our final life and then faded away,  are we friends? Is it just a known person?<\/h6>\n
It must hurt my heart when we did it although we had known each other for a long time.<\/h6>\n
These questions are flooded to my mind and I can’t afford them. It’s so tough<\/h6>\n
I slept late at night for two days while calling and texting her who I reached the day before yesterday.<\/h6>\n
This girl is definitely a friend. But girl, friend? I couldn’t fill up my heart as opposed to her who worked together.<\/h6>\n
I had fun but something feels like empty. Will the answer come out by tomorrow? <\/span><\/h6>\n
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My thoughts are lighter. There are no friends in my life both men and women.<\/h6>\n
From my perspective, The notion of a friend is a family and someone who can see the end of the final moment.<\/h6>\n
Others are just a known person. Just because I’m thinking of them as a known person, doesn’t mean I would give them poor treatment.<\/h6>\n
I will treat them as I’ve been doing it.<\/h6>\n
There is a moment in life. There is a moment to meet your soulmate. Someone goes and someone goes out.<\/h6>\n
They are people who fate sends for me.<\/h6>\n
In some moments, I would need this person and learn something and know about myself through it.<\/h6>\n
Yesterday, I said I cut off the text with her but I texted her again after making an excuse, so now we’re going well.<\/h6>\n
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I’m spending more time looking at my phone after I started texting my people.<\/h6>\n
I have to reduce it. There was nothing happened today.<\/h6>\n
I discussed with my sister for our business how to market and I had an idea.<\/h6>\n
The idea was that I would write one hundred letters and spread them to our neighbors.<\/h6>\n
But my sister said “No, it would never work” and said “People would never read it from a stranger”<\/h6>\n
You know what? The idea that I had might be more impressive than in the technology age.<\/h6>\n
I thought it was novel and the way that I put more of my sincerity into it.<\/h6>\n
If I sent a hundred letters and got just one answer, that would be a success! Because I would beat the odds.<\/h6>\n
What a business means to me is a way that I can spend more time on myself.<\/h6>\n
I don’t need money, I can live on being happy even if I would get minimum pay. But she thinks the money is the first.<\/h6>\n
And the words my sister said yesterday made me a more challenged person. Let’s see who is going to win.<\/h6>\n
I will do. I will do everything that my heart tells me.<\/h6>\n
Anyway, I made a new recipe. I experimented with the first food, which I had and then I made it for my sister after adjusting.<\/h6>\n
I will experiment again next week after getting feedback. I hope she’s going to like my food.<\/h6>\n
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I wore my Jordan 5 series shoes for the first in a long time.<\/h6>\n
They looked very clean. I think they’ve kept well.<\/h6>\n
Then I was downtown to get the driver abstract.<\/h6>\n
Then got back home. That’s all.<\/h6>\n
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Achieve a score of 7 on the IELTS test<\/h6>
4. Talking with A$AP ROCKY<\/h6>
Going to the MSG Sphere<\/h6>
6. Help for 106 People<\/h6>
7. Sewing machine<\/h6>
8. Die after fulfilling my 108-bucket list<\/h6>
9. Buying something nice for my niece<\/h6>
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12.\u00a0Sleep at the park under the tree when the weather is nice.<\/h6>
13. Good music equipment<\/h6>
14. Korea Guide<\/h6>
15. Married<\/h6>
Find the best coffee<\/h6>
\u00a017. Running for 30 minutes every morning.<\/h6>
18. Yoga<\/del><\/span><\/a><\/h6>
\u00a019. Making a cocktail<\/h6>
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motorcycle<\/h6>
23. Get six-abs.<\/h6>
24.\u00a0Secret<\/strong><\/span><\/del><\/h6>
25. Tattoo<\/h6>
26. chiropractic<\/span><\/h6>
27. High-quality car audio equipment<\/span><\/h6>
28. Eyebrow tattoo.<\/span><\/h6>
29. Smoking Marlboro Vista from Ko<\/del><\/span>rea.<\/h6>
30. Try F1<\/span><\/h6>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t
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32.\u00a0Make a habit to exercise<\/span><\/del><\/h6>
33. Release LP album under my name<\/span><\/h6>
34.\u00a0<\/span>Foundation established<\/h6>
35. Learn to swim<\/h6>
36. Go to the school I graduated from<\/h6>
Nail art<\/h6>
38. Volunteer<\/h6>
39. Jazz bar<\/del><\/span><\/h6>
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