{"id":4703,"date":"2024-08-04T19:34:10","date_gmt":"2024-08-05T01:34:10","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/weami.kr\/?p=4703"},"modified":"2025-05-08T23:30:46","modified_gmt":"2025-05-09T06:30:46","slug":"journaling67","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/weami.kr\/en\/journaling67\/","title":{"rendered":"Journey #67"},"content":{"rendered":"<div data-elementor-type=\"wp-post\" data-elementor-id=\"4703\" class=\"elementor elementor-4703\" data-elementor-post-type=\"post\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-0c397f3 elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"0c397f3\" data-element_type=\"section\" data-e-type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-100 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-30b5982\" data-id=\"30b5982\" 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data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<h6><span style=\"font-family: inherit; font-size: 1rem;\">-Monday-<\/span><\/h6><h6>I think I&#8217;m drowned in nihilism.<\/h6><h6>I was thinking about what life is.<\/h6><h6>\u00a0Determinism, quantum mechanics, and any philosophy.<\/h6><h6>But those finally arrived into nihilism at the end of the moment<\/h6><h6>Also, Nietzsche couldn&#8217;t find the answer to it.<\/h6><h6>He also soothes himself using Active Nihilism.<\/h6><h6>I know where he&#8217;s coming from.<\/h6><h6>But from my perspective, it is different.<\/h6><h6>But this way also is not the answer. I also soothe myself.<\/h6><h6>However, I can ask you If there is none at the end of life, why don&#8217;t you do anything?<\/h6><h6>Anyhow, no one will remember you for what you have done or what you said, because you were nothing when you die.<\/h6><h6>You know, you are nothing when you die, so you can do everything.<\/h6><h6>\u00a0<\/h6><h6>I&#8217;m trying to think like this perhaps, nihilism is the benefit, not the penalty.\u00a0<\/h6><h6>\u00a0<\/h6><h6><span style=\"font-family: inherit; font-size: 1rem;\">-Wednesday-<\/span><\/h6><h6>It is already getting ended a July.<\/h6><h6>Time is so fast, and I haven&#8217;t achieved anything since I came here.<\/h6><h6>But I have a lot of ideas, yeah, still left a lot.<\/h6><h6>I haven\u2019t overcome nihilism yet, but still trying how to do it.<\/h6><h6>I shouldn\u2019t have thought about what life is.<\/h6><h6>Perhaps, my point may be the same as Nietzsche\u00a0<\/h6><h6>Anyhow, I&#8217;ve been thinking about capitalism as well.<\/h6><h6>If I didn&#8217;t know about philosophy well, it would be better.<\/h6><h6>Honestly, I&#8217;m jealous of a person who doesn&#8217;t know well.<\/h6><h6>\u00a0But I swear, some days I will realize all of my thoughts.<\/h6><h6>\u00a0<\/h6><h6><span style=\"font-family: inherit; font-size: 1rem;\">-Friday-<\/span><\/h6><h6>Finally, he left this house yesterday.<\/h6><h6>But his last was so bad..<\/h6><h6>The police came here with guns and they were surrounding around this house.<\/h6><h6>I don\u2019t know exactly what he has done but he doesn&#8217;t relate to this house.<\/h6><h6>Anyhow, he was in his room with his mother and he was talking to them through the window.<\/h6><h6>But he didn&#8217;t get out there, the police rang the doorbell.<\/h6><h6>But I didn&#8217;t want to open the door because nobody knew what he would do in the future.<\/h6><h6>So I thought his mother could handle him that he got out himself.<\/h6><h6>But Alex opened it, and they said to us we should go outside.<\/h6><h6>Then after 10 minutes, he was arrested. Actually, I was afraid of what would happen to me when the future.<\/h6><h6>But It can not be helped, there&#8217;s no use crying over spilled the milk, and I had to accept it.<\/h6><h6>I couldn&#8217;t see his mother&#8217;s face. I was so sorry..<\/h6><h6>But come to think of it, we had to cooperate with the police. That is the law.<\/h6><h6>Anyhow, If there is nothing I can control, all I gotta follow the flow.<\/h6><h6>\u00a0<\/h6><h6>-Saturday-<\/h6><h6>I&#8217;ve been thinking about philosophy recently.<\/h6><h6>I want to stop thinking about it, but it is so fun.<\/h6><h6>I went for a walk around downtown and thought of what was important between inner and external.<\/h6><h6>You know, I decided to think of me as a nothing.<\/h6><h6>And everybody is also nothing seeing my mind.<\/h6><h6>The mind and body are separate individuals from each other.<\/h6><h6>I&#8217;m thinking about my mind is real me and I&#8217;ve just been borrowing the body.<\/h6><h6>So what is the more important between inner and external?<\/h6><h6>I can&#8217;t give you the answers now. You know everything is meaningless.<\/h6><h6>If you die, your body will disappear and your mind will be gone somewhere.<\/h6><h6>But I&#8217;m attracted to someone who is beautiful. But I know that is meaningless..<\/h6><h6>It is conflicted with my philosophy, I can&#8217;t figure out how to escape.<\/h6><h6>It is a contradiction, but I will figure out the answers.<\/h6><h6>\u00a0<\/h6><h6>-Sunday-<\/h6><h6>I&#8217;m day off tomorrow.<\/h6><h6>I want to work tomorrow actually because If we don&#8217;t work,\u00a0<\/h6><h6>we will be chased by the schedule.<\/h6><h6>I don&#8217;t want to work in a hurry.<\/h6><h6>Anyway, I was upset with Alex, I don&#8217;t know why he treats me as if I&#8217;m a child.<\/h6><h6>He&#8217;s been about to teach me today. I don&#8217;t like it.<\/h6><h6>I&#8217;m an adult, I know what I should do.\u00a0<\/h6><h6>And Jarel&#8217;s mother came here to take away his stuff, she said she was sorry to me although she didn&#8217;t have any fault.<\/h6><h6>In the afternoon, I called \uc2b9\uc5b8, I think he was really more mature than me.<\/h6><h6>I like him, he is always giving me the advice.<\/h6>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-01d9aa7 elementor-widget-divider--view-line_text elementor-widget-divider--element-align-center elementor-widget elementor-widget-divider\" data-id=\"01d9aa7\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"divider.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-divider\">\n\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-divider-separator\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-divider__text elementor-divider__element\">\n\t\t\t\tMilestone\t\t\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-inner-section elementor-element elementor-element-1837da3 elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"1837da3\" data-element_type=\"section\" data-e-type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-50 elementor-inner-column elementor-element elementor-element-83f0393\" data-id=\"83f0393\" data-element_type=\"column\" data-e-type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-b3d2ee5 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"b3d2ee5\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<h6 style=\"text-align: center;\"><del><span style=\"color: #800000;\"><strong>1.<a style=\"color: #800000;\" href=\"https:\/\/weami.kr\/en\/?page_id=2477\">\u00a0Osaka<\/a><\/strong><\/span><\/del><\/h6><h6 style=\"text-align: center;\"><del><span style=\"color: #993300;\"><strong>Boxing<\/strong><\/span><\/del><\/h6><h6 style=\"text-align: center;\">Achieve a score of 7 on the IELTS test<\/h6><h6 style=\"text-align: center;\">4. Talking with A$AP ROCKY<\/h6><h6 style=\"text-align: center;\">5. Become a famous person<\/h6><h6 style=\"text-align: center;\">6. Help for 106 People<\/h6><h6 style=\"text-align: center;\">7. Sewing machine<\/h6><h6 style=\"text-align: center;\">8. Die after fulfilling my 108-bucket list<\/h6><h6 style=\"text-align: center;\">9. Buying something nice for my niece<\/h6><h6 style=\"text-align: center;\">10. Get a big guild in any game.<\/h6>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-c5bb01e elementor-widget-divider--view-line elementor-widget elementor-widget-divider\" data-id=\"c5bb01e\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"divider.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-divider\">\n\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-divider-separator\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-f614550 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"f614550\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<h6 style=\"text-align: center;\">11. Good husband\/dad<\/h6><h6 style=\"text-align: center;\">12. Tokyo<\/h6><h6 style=\"text-align: center;\">13. Good music equipment<\/h6><h6 style=\"text-align: center;\">14. Korea Guide<\/h6><h6 style=\"text-align: center;\">15. Married<\/h6><h6 style=\"text-align: center;\">Find the best coffee<\/h6><h6 style=\"text-align: center;\">\u00a017. Running for 30 minutes every morning.<\/h6><h6 style=\"text-align: center;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/weami.kr\/en\/yoga\/\"><span style=\"color: #800000;\"><del>18. Yoga<\/del><\/span><\/a><\/h6><h6 style=\"text-align: center;\">\u00a019. Making a cocktail<\/h6><h6 style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-family: inherit; font-size: 1rem;\">Dread hairstyle<\/span><\/h6>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-585c08d elementor-widget-divider--view-line elementor-widget elementor-widget-divider\" data-id=\"585c08d\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"divider.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-divider\">\n\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-divider-separator\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-c47b36d elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"c47b36d\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<h6 style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"color: #800000;\"><strong>21.<\/strong><\/span><del><span style=\"color: #800000;\"><strong>\u00a0 Home party<\/strong><\/span><\/del><\/h6><h6 style=\"text-align: center;\">motorcycle<\/h6><h6 style=\"text-align: center;\">23. Get my house and stuff<\/h6><h6 style=\"text-align: center;\"><del><span style=\"color: #800000;\">24.\u00a0<strong>Secret<\/strong><\/span><\/del><\/h6><h6 style=\"text-align: center;\">25. Tattoo<\/h6><h6 style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">26. chiropractic<\/span><\/h6><h6 style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">27. High-quality car audio equipment<\/span><\/h6><h6 style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">28. Eyebrow tattoo.<\/span><\/h6><h6 style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">29. Take an eye surgery in Korea<\/span><\/h6><h6 style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">30. Try F1<\/span><\/h6>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-50 elementor-inner-column elementor-element elementor-element-3685e75\" data-id=\"3685e75\" data-element_type=\"column\" data-e-type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-260e43a elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"260e43a\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<h6 style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-family: inherit; font-size: 1rem;\">31. Going to the MSG sphere<\/span><\/h6><h6 style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-family: inherit; font-size: 1rem;\">32. Settle down in LA<\/span><\/h6><h6 style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-family: inherit; font-size: 1rem;\">33. Release LP album under my name<\/span><\/h6><h6 style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-family: inherit; font-size: 1rem;\">34.\u00a0<\/span>Foundation established<\/h6><h6 style=\"text-align: center;\">35. Learn to swim<\/h6><h6 style=\"text-align: center;\">36. Go to the school I graduated from<\/h6><h6 style=\"font-family: Roboto, sans-serif; text-align: center;\">Nail art<\/h6><h6 style=\"font-family: Roboto, sans-serif; text-align: center;\">38. Volunteer<\/h6><h6 style=\"font-family: Roboto, sans-serif; text-align: center;\">39. Get the three cars<\/h6><h6 style=\"font-family: Roboto, sans-serif; text-align: center;\">40. Play chess<\/h6>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-7b6174d elementor-widget-divider--view-line elementor-widget elementor-widget-divider\" data-id=\"7b6174d\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"divider.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-divider\">\n\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-divider-separator\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-8931b1a elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"8931b1a\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<h6 style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-family: inherit; font-size: 1rem;\">41. Make twenty foods recipe<\/span><\/h6><h6 style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-family: inherit; font-size: 1rem;\">42. Snowboarding<\/span><\/h6><h6 style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-family: inherit; font-size: 1rem;\">43. Sleep at the park under the tree when the weather is nice.<\/span><\/h6><h6 style=\"text-align: center;\">\u00a044. Smoking Marlboro Vista from Korea.<\/h6><h6 style=\"text-align: center;\">45. Get\u00a0Washboard abs.<\/h6>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-714c670 elementor-widget-divider--view-line_text elementor-widget-divider--element-align-center elementor-widget elementor-widget-divider\" data-id=\"714c670\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"divider.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-divider\">\n\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-divider-separator\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-divider__text elementor-divider__element\">\n\t\t\t\tExpend\t\t\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-c807366 elementor-widget elementor-widget-heading\" data-id=\"c807366\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"heading.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<h2 class=\"elementor-heading-title elementor-size-default\">august<\/h2>\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-inner-section elementor-element elementor-element-c14c90f elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"c14c90f\" data-element_type=\"section\" data-e-type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-33 elementor-inner-column elementor-element elementor-element-5d2a70a\" data-id=\"5d2a70a\" data-element_type=\"column\" data-e-type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-e4da30f elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"e4da30f\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<ul><li><h6><span style=\"color: #993300;\"><b>Elementor Pro -$80 (Annual Payment)<\/b><\/span><\/h6><\/li><li><h6><strong style=\"color: #993300; font-family: inherit; font-size: 1rem; background-color: transparent;\">Phone Plan \u2013 $33 (Monthly Payment)<\/strong><\/h6><\/li><li><h6><span style=\"font-weight: bolder; color: #993300;\">ROOM RENT &#8211; $700 (Monthly Pay)<\/span><\/h6><\/li><\/ul><hr \/><h6 style=\"text-align: center;\">Total $733<\/h6>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-fae4708 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"fae4708\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<h6 style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"text-decoration: underline;\"><strong>Personal Item<\/strong><\/span><\/h6><ul><li><h6>Vape Coil &#8211; $16 (31)<\/h6><\/li><li><h6>To Sister &#8211; $150 (04)<\/h6><\/li><\/ul><hr \/><h6 style=\"text-align: center;\">Total $ 166<\/h6>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-33 elementor-inner-column elementor-element elementor-element-2d50666\" data-id=\"2d50666\" data-element_type=\"column\" data-e-type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-8d8b38b elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"8d8b38b\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<h6 style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong><span style=\"text-decoration: underline;\">GROCERY<\/span><\/strong><\/h6><ul><li><h6>Ground Beef &#8211; $6.5 (31)<\/h6><\/li><li><h6>Onions &#8211; $4.5 (31)<\/h6><\/li><li><h6>Pork &#8211; $7.3 (04)<\/h6><\/li><li><h6>Eggs &#8211; $10.2 (04)<\/h6><\/li><li><h6>Oat meal &#8211; $6.3 (04)<\/h6><\/li><\/ul><hr \/><h6 style=\"text-align: center;\">Total $ 34.8<\/h6>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-b7ada22 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"b7ada22\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<h6 style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong><span style=\"text-decoration: underline;\">Health<\/span><\/strong><\/h6><ul><li><h6><span style=\"color: #993300;\">GYM &#8211; $42 (Monthly Pay)<\/span><\/h6><\/li><\/ul><hr \/><h6 style=\"text-align: center;\">Total $ 42<\/h6>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-d61db3d elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"d61db3d\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<h6 style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"text-decoration: underline;\"><strong>For someone<\/strong><\/span><\/h6><ul><li><h6>\u2013<\/h6><\/li><\/ul><hr \/><h6 style=\"text-align: center;\">Total $0\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0Limit $50<\/h6>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-33 elementor-inner-column elementor-element elementor-element-d758896\" data-id=\"d758896\" data-element_type=\"column\" data-e-type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-de273fb elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"de273fb\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<h6 style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong><span style=\"text-decoration: underline;\">GROCERY<\/span><\/strong><br \/><em><span style=\"color: #ff0000;\">but it's not necessary<\/span><\/em><\/h6><ul><li><h6>Almond Beverage &#8211; $4 (02)<\/h6><\/li><li><h6>Tortilla &#8211; $3 (02)<\/h6><\/li><li><h6>Mix nuts &#8211; $6 (31)<\/h6><\/li><\/ul><hr \/><h6 style=\"text-align: center;\">Total $ 13<\/h6>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-42fcee9 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"42fcee9\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<h6 style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong><span style=\"text-decoration: underline;\">Beauty\u00a0<\/span><\/strong><b><u>Toiletries \/ Kitchen supplies<\/u><\/b><\/h6><ul><li style=\"font-size: 16px;\"><h6>\u2013<\/h6><\/li><\/ul><hr \/><h6 style=\"text-align: center;\">Total $ \u2013<\/h6>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-e1830ef elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"e1830ef\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<h6 style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"text-decoration: underline;\"><strong>Hobbies &amp; Necessities<\/strong><\/span><\/h6><ul><li><h6>\u2013<\/h6><\/li><\/ul><hr \/><h6 style=\"text-align: center;\">Total &#8211;\u00a0 \u00a0Limit\u00a0\u221e<\/h6>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-8e966a1 elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"8e966a1\" data-element_type=\"section\" data-e-type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-100 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-856e9cf\" data-id=\"856e9cf\" data-element_type=\"column\" data-e-type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-19c8ca2 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"19c8ca2\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<h6 style=\"text-align: center;\"><b>\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0Budget &#8211; 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