{"id":4293,"date":"2024-05-12T21:17:07","date_gmt":"2024-05-13T03:17:07","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/weami.kr\/?p=4293"},"modified":"2025-02-07T15:02:19","modified_gmt":"2025-02-07T22:02:19","slug":"journaling56","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/weami.kr\/en\/journaling56\/","title":{"rendered":"Journey #56"},"content":{"rendered":"
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-Monday-<\/h6>\n
Jarel made fun of me since this morning.<\/h6>\n
It was really nothing significant, but I still got stressed.<\/h6>\n
It rained today, so my work was done early, but I got so wet that I ended up feeling cold.<\/h6>\n
Maybe I might catch a cold.<\/h6>\n
Got home then had dinner, and went to the gym. I thought there would be few people,<\/h6>\n
But it was so crowded that I couldn’t work out much.<\/h6>\n
When I had one set left, some guy asked me if he could use the equipment with me.<\/h6>\n
But I didn’t understand what he said because he spoke so quickly. So I asked him twice what he said,<\/h6>\n
And then I thought he was frustrating.<\/h6>\n
I didn’t feel well walking home because of myself, not because of him.<\/h6>\n
I felt really pathetic for not understanding a very simple word. It made me feel like going back to Korea.<\/h6>\n
I think my mind is being torn down as getting much stressed.<\/h6>\n
Lastly, I heard from the landlord that Jarel would leave this house in the middle of this month.<\/h6>\n
I hope it will go well as planned. Maybe it will because the landlord talked to his mom.<\/h6>\n
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-Thursday-<\/h6>\n
Today, I had a tough day. I did the raking work all by myself under the scorching sunlight.<\/h6>\n
There was an uphill path and a large yard, and furthermore, I didn’t have time to rest<\/h6>\n
Many bosses don’t understand the people who work under them. I also can’t understand them.<\/h6>\n
But they must have memories of when they worked under someone else, so why don’t they understand us?<\/h6>\n
I’m sure I looked exhausted because I was doing the hardest work among my team<\/h6>\n
I know what my problem is; I can’t hide my fatigue. That’s my issue. But is it really a problem? <\/h6>\n
Why don’t they tell me we would do it instead of me before to coming this situation?<\/h6>\n
I was so tired so I didn’t go to the gym.<\/h6>\n
Anyway, when I wrapped up my day, I felt nice because Alex made food.<\/h6>\n
If there was a drink, it would be better.<\/h6>\n
These days, I feel like I want to drink for the first in a long time.<\/h6>\n
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-Saturday-<\/h6>\n
Finally, my first food recipe was made. But the visual is not enough yet, so I didn’t take a picture.<\/h6>\n
Probably, I think it’ll be done next weekend.<\/h6>\n
Jarel had been quiet for a few days, but he started causing trouble again today.<\/h6>\n
I informed the landlord that if Jarel doesn’t leave by next weekend, I will leave in July or shortly thereafter.<\/h6>\n
And I told him to take my deposit and I didn’t want to pay rent next month.<\/h6>\n
This approach is simpler and more effective.<\/h6>\n
Furthermore, I’ve been quitting eating chocolate and snacks. <\/h6>\n
I haven’t been buying bread, and I plan to stop eating it altogether next month. <\/h6>\n
Additionally, I will suspend buying ice cream starting next month.<\/h6>\n
If I quit something that not healthy bit by bit, I will become a person who I want.<\/h6>\n
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-Sunday-<\/h6>\n
Today, I didn’t feel very well and the boxing class was closed because it is Mother’s Day.<\/h6>\n
I was supposed to go to the caf\u00e9, so I went to 17 Ave but when I arrived there, I didn\u2019t feel a worth into the caf\u00e9.<\/h6>\n
 When I lived in Korea, I went to the caf\u00e9 frequently alone but now I don\u2019t feel any excitement.<\/h6>\n
If I went there, I thought I felt there must be no fun happening.<\/h6>\n
So I went to the library to read a book, but my feeling wasn\u2019t good so I went back home.<\/h6>\n
I slept deeply and then went shopping. That’s all.<\/h6>\n
I don’t know why I’m feeling this way. I’ve lost my excitement again.<\/h6>\n
Why do I work? Why do I save my money? Why do I live?<\/h6>\n
When I die, I can’t take anything with me.<\/h6>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t
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1.\u00a0Osaka<\/a><\/strong><\/span><\/del><\/h6>
Boxing<\/strong><\/span><\/del><\/h6>
Achieve a score of 7 on the IELTS test<\/h6>
4. Talking with A$AP ROCKY<\/h6>
5. Become a famous person<\/h6>
6. Help for 106 People<\/h6>
7. Sewing machine<\/h6>
8. Die after fulfilling my 108-bucket list<\/h6>
9. Buying something nice for my niece<\/h6>
10. Make a wEAMi App<\/h6>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t
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11. Good husband\/dad<\/h6>
12. Tokyo<\/h6>
13. Good music equipment<\/h6>
14. Korea Guide<\/h6>
15. Married<\/h6>
Find the best coffee<\/h6>
\u00a017. Running for 30 minutes every morning.<\/h6>
18. Yoga<\/del><\/span><\/a><\/h6>
19. Jazz bar<\/span><\/h6>
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21.<\/strong><\/span>\u00a0 Home party<\/strong><\/span><\/del><\/h6>
motorcycle<\/h6>
23. Get my house and stuff<\/h6>
24.\u00a0Secret<\/strong><\/span><\/del><\/h6>
25. Tattoo<\/h6>
26. chiropractic<\/span><\/h6>
27. High-quality car audio equipment<\/span><\/h6>
28. Eyebrow tattoo.<\/span><\/h6>
29. Take an eye surgery in Korea<\/span><\/h6>
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31. Going to the MSG sphere<\/span><\/h6>
32. Settle down in LA<\/span><\/h6>
33. Release LP album under my name<\/span><\/h6>
34.\u00a0<\/span>Foundation established<\/h6>
35. Learn to swim<\/h6>
36. Go to the school I graduated from<\/h6>
Nail art<\/h6>
38. Volunteer<\/h6>
39. Get the three cars<\/h6>
40. Play chess<\/h6>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t
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41. Make twenty foods recipe<\/span><\/h6>
42. Snowboarding<\/span><\/h6>
43. Sleep at the park under the tree when the weather is nice.<\/span><\/h6>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t
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