{"id":14981,"date":"2026-06-28T08:30:17","date_gmt":"2026-06-27T23:30:17","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/weami.kr\/?p=14981"},"modified":"2026-07-29T09:41:42","modified_gmt":"2026-07-29T00:41:42","slug":"journal159","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/weami.kr\/en\/journal159\/","title":{"rendered":"Journal #159: Death feels like salvation. But suicide is a sin, so it's not something I can do."},"content":{"rendered":"<div data-elementor-type=\"wp-post\" data-elementor-id=\"14981\" class=\"elementor elementor-14981\" data-elementor-post-type=\"post\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-6c62f8b elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"6c62f8b\" data-element_type=\"section\" data-e-type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-100 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-5b77747\" data-id=\"5b77747\" data-element_type=\"column\" data-e-type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-59a646a elementor-widget elementor-widget-spacer\" data-id=\"59a646a\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"spacer.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-spacer\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-spacer-inner\"><\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-inner-section elementor-element elementor-element-ca43732 elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"ca43732\" data-element_type=\"section\" data-e-type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-33 elementor-inner-column elementor-element elementor-element-babd189\" data-id=\"babd189\" data-element_type=\"column\" data-e-type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-dd36024 elementor-widget__width-initial elementor-widget-tablet__width-initial elementor-widget elementor-widget-image\" data-id=\"dd36024\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"image.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<img decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/weami.kr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/04\/cropped-20230725_crown_final_transparent-150x150.png\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail wp-image-4061\" alt=\"Journal\" srcset=\"https:\/\/weami.kr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/04\/cropped-20230725_crown_final_transparent-150x150.png 150w, https:\/\/weami.kr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/04\/cropped-20230725_crown_final_transparent-300x300.png 300w, https:\/\/weami.kr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/04\/cropped-20230725_crown_final_transparent-270x270.png 270w, https:\/\/weami.kr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/04\/cropped-20230725_crown_final_transparent-192x192.png 192w, https:\/\/weami.kr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/04\/cropped-20230725_crown_final_transparent-180x180.png 180w, https:\/\/weami.kr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/04\/cropped-20230725_crown_final_transparent-32x32.png 32w, https:\/\/weami.kr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/04\/cropped-20230725_crown_final_transparent.png 512w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 150px) 100vw, 150px\" \/>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-66 elementor-inner-column elementor-element elementor-element-a3f0e4f\" data-id=\"a3f0e4f\" data-element_type=\"column\" data-e-type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-0ad0794 elementor-widget elementor-widget-theme-post-title elementor-page-title elementor-widget-heading\" data-id=\"0ad0794\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"theme-post-title.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<h1 class=\"elementor-heading-title elementor-size-default\">Journal #159: Death feels like salvation. 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class=\"swiper-slide-bg\" role=\"img\" aria-label=\"0621\"><\/div><div class=\"swiper-slide-inner\" ><div class=\"swiper-slide-contents\"><div class=\"elementor-slide-heading\">Sunday<\/div><div class=\"elementor-slide-description\">21st June<\/div><\/div><\/div><\/div>\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-8dca4d3 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"8dca4d3\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p class=\"translation-block\">Maybe it\u2019s because I couldn't say what I wanted to say at the funeral yesterday\u2026 it feels like my cord has snapped.\nThe cord that was holding me up.. it just snapped. And without even realizing it, I slept until 9.\nAs for why the cord snapped, I don't really know the details either.\nThey said the cafe wouldn't open today due to the funeral schedule. At the same time, I decided not to go to church either.\nIt just naturally happened that I didn't go. Not forced, but naturally, the feeling that I should go snapped right along with that cord.\nAnd starting next Sunday, I plan not to go to the cafe and church.<\/p>\n<p class=\"translation-block\">This is a journey where the inside and the outside become one, and it is my training. Let's just be satisfied that yesterday's training was simply about taking steps.\nMaybe I was afraid of becoming alone again, of being isolated.\nEven so, it's not like the connections I've made so far are disappearing, nor were they meaningless.<\/p>\n<p class=\"translation-block\">They are all good people who taught me things and made me smile. Seeing this, isn't the world originally meant to be one after all?\nBecause if we know that we are 'us', we will give love to one another to make each other laugh and be happy.\nWe are fundamental light, and we possess the ability to brighten each other up.<\/p>\n<p class=\"translation-block\">In the evening, I got a migraine for the first time in a while.\nBut maybe because it's been a while and I took the medicine for it after so long, it cleared up right away.. and I'm getting super sleepy.\nWell then, I should head off to sleep now.<\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-26c5451 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"26c5451\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<ol><li><!-- obsidian --><p>Thank you, God. For letting me know that there are things to learn in every single moment of experience.<\/p><\/li><\/ol>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-39bbbe4 elementor-widget elementor-widget-spacer\" data-id=\"39bbbe4\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"spacer.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-spacer\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-spacer-inner\"><\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-a19ce70 elementor--h-position-left elementor--v-position-top elementor-arrows-position-outside elementor-pagination-position-outside elementor-widget elementor-widget-slides\" data-id=\"a19ce70\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-settings=\"{&quot;navigation&quot;:&quot;both&quot;,&quot;transition&quot;:&quot;slide&quot;,&quot;transition_speed&quot;:500}\" data-widget_type=\"slides.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-swiper\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-slides-wrapper elementor-main-swiper swiper\" role=\"region\" aria-roledescription=\"carousel\" aria-label=\"Slides\" dir=\"ltr\" data-animation=\"fadeInUp\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"swiper-wrapper elementor-slides\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-repeater-item-74e6574 swiper-slide\" role=\"group\" aria-roledescription=\"slide\"><div class=\"swiper-slide-bg\"><\/div><div class=\"swiper-slide-inner\" ><div class=\"swiper-slide-contents\"><div class=\"elementor-slide-heading\">Monday<\/div><div class=\"elementor-slide-description\">22nd June<\/div><\/div><\/div><\/div>\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-a541b26 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"a541b26\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p class=\"translation-block\">I injured my shoulder again while working out this morning.\nSigh.. feels a bit worse than last time. Since it hurts even when I'm just staying still..<\/p><p class=\"translation-block\">Anyway, today was the day my mom got discharged from the hospital, so I went and helped her out.\nTo be honest, it was kind of a hassle. It wasn't even that serious, and she could walk just fine.\nHonestly, hmh.. it was more that I went because I was worried she'd be disappointed or hurt.\nI went there and waited on the 1st floor for an hour and a half. Seems like there were quite a few things to take care of before discharge.\nI felt a bit of irritation starting to build up, but since it wasn't something my mom knew about either, I just let it be.\nMy shoulder was throbbing, and overall, it was just one of those sensitive days.<\/p><p class=\"translation-block\">Wrapped up all the product photoshoots. They turned out better than expected, and my buddy working on this with me liked them too.\nNow all that's left is to shoot the posters and fit pics. The website product uploads are almost done as well.<\/p><p class=\"translation-block\">My shoulder still hurts. It feels like it's even leaking into a headache.\nI try reading the Old Testament, but it just doesn't register.\nI think I've strayed pretty far off the path. I always ask the Father..\nI ask Him to set me straight if I'm wrong.. but He just leaves me be.\nIs this really right?<\/p><p class=\"translation-block\">Also, that feeling of something snapping\u2014the one carrying over from yesterday\u2014is still present even now.\nDeath feels like salvation. But suicide is a sin, so it's not something I can do.\nHow should I put it\u2026 thoughts like this keep popping up too: \u201cIs it really okay for me to keep living like this\u2026?\u201d\nMaybe it\u2019s because things aren\u2019t working out the way I planned..\nStill, I just have to deal with it. If things were meant to succeed right after dropping a product once, anyone could do it.<\/p><p class=\"translation-block\">Father.. I realized that material wealth is not 'evil.' After all, good and evil were concepts that never existed in the first place.\nPlease grant me material abundance. \nAnd may I offer these back to You and share them with the world.\nMay I be able to spread a good influence onto people..<\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-ea17b10 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"ea17b10\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<ol><li><!-- obsidian --><p>Thank you, Father. Right in this very moment, I\u2019ve come to realize that material wealth isn't inherently 'evil.'<\/p><\/li><\/ol>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-bb1ba2f elementor-widget elementor-widget-spacer\" data-id=\"bb1ba2f\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"spacer.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-spacer\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-spacer-inner\"><\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-40e4f66 elementor--h-position-left elementor--v-position-top elementor-arrows-position-outside elementor-pagination-position-outside elementor-widget elementor-widget-slides\" data-id=\"40e4f66\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-settings=\"{&quot;navigation&quot;:&quot;both&quot;,&quot;transition&quot;:&quot;slide&quot;,&quot;transition_speed&quot;:500}\" data-widget_type=\"slides.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-swiper\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-slides-wrapper elementor-main-swiper swiper\" role=\"region\" aria-roledescription=\"carousel\" aria-label=\"Slides\" dir=\"ltr\" data-animation=\"fadeInUp\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"swiper-wrapper elementor-slides\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-repeater-item-74e6574 swiper-slide\" role=\"group\" aria-roledescription=\"slide\"><div class=\"swiper-slide-bg\"><\/div><div class=\"swiper-slide-inner\" ><div class=\"swiper-slide-contents\"><div class=\"elementor-slide-heading\">Tuesday<\/div><div class=\"elementor-slide-description\">23rd June<\/div><\/div><\/div><\/div>\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-01f50fc elementor-widget__width-initial elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"01f50fc\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p class=\"translation-block\">The shoulder pain won't go away. Still went for a run though.\nIt didn't hurt while running, but around lunchtime, the pain hit me all at once. Could it be a fracture?\nRight now, it's manageable again. Since I don't commute to the office, I have a fair bit of time on my hands.\nAs expected, saving that 40-minute round trip.. seems like a huge deal.\nWithout that time taken up, I can actually work on the creative stuff I want to do.\nI'm making the posters right now.. thinking it'll probably wrap up by tomorrow.\nStripping away the cheap-looking bits, and, well, if I mess around with it long enough, something should come out of it, right?<\/p><p class=\"translation-block\">The Old Testament still just doesn't register with me. It's definitely different from last year.\nQuestions pop up at every turn. And the dualism, plus stuff like incest and curses... man, it's just..\nHow is this linked to someone like Jesus.. No matter how hard I try to read it spiritually rather than literally, it just doesn't click.\nI feel like I've definitely strayed off this path now.\nStill, I'd like to talk through what's on my mind at least once\u2014not with a pastor, but with the person helping me out.<\/p><p class=\"translation-block\">What even are 'good' and 'bad'?\nI know the images that surface during contemplative prayer don't actually exist.\nThey say you're supposed to let them go. I've been putting effort into doing that time and time again, but it hasn't been easy.\nIf what I want is for the inside and outside to become one, how about actually bringing even these images to reality..<\/p><p class=\"translation-block\">So, images that trigger fear and images that picture happiness are different.\nAnd tons of ideas come to me, too. Are we supposed to let go of even those things?\nLike I've said before, it's just one step. The moment I take that step and tread onto the next thing, it feels like the world will brighten up.\nBut that single step would have to hold so many things, and I'd have to do so much.\nThose would probably be the things I haven't done yet.<\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-477b25d elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"477b25d\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<ol><li><!-- obsidian --><p>Thank you, Father. For giving me so much inspiration today.<\/p><\/li><\/ol>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-30852f5 elementor-widget elementor-widget-spacer\" data-id=\"30852f5\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"spacer.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-spacer\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-spacer-inner\"><\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-e1f5fc8 elementor--h-position-left elementor--v-position-top elementor-arrows-position-outside elementor-pagination-position-outside elementor-widget elementor-widget-slides\" data-id=\"e1f5fc8\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-settings=\"{&quot;navigation&quot;:&quot;both&quot;,&quot;transition&quot;:&quot;slide&quot;,&quot;transition_speed&quot;:500}\" data-widget_type=\"slides.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-swiper\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-slides-wrapper elementor-main-swiper swiper\" role=\"region\" aria-roledescription=\"carousel\" aria-label=\"Slides\" dir=\"ltr\" data-animation=\"fadeInUp\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"swiper-wrapper elementor-slides\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-repeater-item-74e6574 swiper-slide\" role=\"group\" aria-roledescription=\"slide\"><div class=\"swiper-slide-bg\" role=\"img\" aria-label=\"0624\"><\/div><div class=\"swiper-slide-inner\" ><div class=\"swiper-slide-contents\"><div class=\"elementor-slide-heading\">Wednesday<\/div><div class=\"elementor-slide-description\">24th June<\/div><\/div><\/div><\/div>\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-b5c4c63 elementor-widget__width-initial elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"b5c4c63\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p class=\"translation-block\">Finished making all the posters. Feels like my sense for this is getting better as I go.\nThe shoulder pain is getting better compared to before. Now it feels like it's moved to my neck.\nLately, I can't seem to focus on contemplative prayer. Is it a good thing that ideas keep coming?\nI just want to think about nothing, immerse myself in the Father, and listen to His voice.\nBut I keep catching myself thinking about product design.\nI couldn't even fill an hour this morning, and in the evening, I could only manage around 35 minutes.<\/p><p class=\"translation-block\">Looks like I'll end up writing down the things that matter to me and sticking them on the wall.\nI keep forgetting. Today, that same thought crossed my mind again.\nThat ultimately, both I and the other person exist for each other, shaping one another.\nAnd in the end, though our forms may differ, our source is one and the same.\nWe call waves 'waves' and even divide them, but ultimately, they share the same single, vast source\u2014the ocean.\nFather, please align my inside with my outside, and may everything within me become one with this world, forming a continuous flow.\nMay nothing be mine, and may I become someone who can share all things.<\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-cb0c957 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"cb0c957\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<ol><li><!-- obsidian --><p>Thank you, Father, for teaching me about this concept of flow and cycle.<\/p><\/li><\/ol>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-6877763 elementor-widget elementor-widget-spacer\" data-id=\"6877763\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"spacer.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-spacer\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-spacer-inner\"><\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-a9c62c6 elementor--h-position-left elementor--v-position-top elementor-arrows-position-outside elementor-pagination-position-outside elementor-widget elementor-widget-slides\" data-id=\"a9c62c6\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-settings=\"{&quot;navigation&quot;:&quot;both&quot;,&quot;transition&quot;:&quot;slide&quot;,&quot;transition_speed&quot;:500}\" data-widget_type=\"slides.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-swiper\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-slides-wrapper elementor-main-swiper swiper\" role=\"region\" aria-roledescription=\"carousel\" aria-label=\"Slides\" dir=\"ltr\" data-animation=\"fadeInUp\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"swiper-wrapper elementor-slides\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-repeater-item-74e6574 swiper-slide\" role=\"group\" aria-roledescription=\"slide\"><div class=\"swiper-slide-bg\"><\/div><div class=\"swiper-slide-inner\" ><div class=\"swiper-slide-contents\"><div class=\"elementor-slide-heading\">Thursday<\/div><div class=\"elementor-slide-description\">25th June<\/div><\/div><\/div><\/div>\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-a23b8c6 elementor-widget__width-initial elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"a23b8c6\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p><!-- obsidian --><\/p><p class=\"translation-block\">Is this a withdrawal symptom.. I don't know why I keep ending up sleeping 10 hours these days..\n\n\nWell, fortunately, it's my rest week from working out so it's fine, but it doesn't feel particularly great.<\/p><p class=\"translation-block\">I'm designing a necklace and it's coming together better than expected.\n\n\nStill, I can't let my guard down. At least not until I've checked the prototype..<\/p><p class=\"translation-block\">I only have 2 more necklaces to design, which feels like it'll be done in no time.\nToday I designed the Excalibur necklace and two basic necklaces.\nNow I just need to make the shield and crown necklaces look cute and well-crafted.<\/p><p class=\"translation-block\">I'm still having a hard time making the inside and outside one.\nI practice contemplative prayer, but all kinds of thoughts keep consuming me.\nMaybe even this idea of unifying the inside and outside is just my ego?\nRight. That, too, is my ego. That thought is also something I have to let go of.\nI just need to remain conscious and stay aware.<\/p><p>Hoping only that the Father fills me completely..<\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-13f5dd6 elementor-widget__width-initial elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"13f5dd6\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<ol><li>Thank you, Father. For giving me so much inspiration today as well.<\/li><\/ol>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-6cd3732 elementor-widget elementor-widget-spacer\" data-id=\"6cd3732\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"spacer.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-spacer\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-spacer-inner\"><\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-037da6f elementor--h-position-left elementor--v-position-top elementor-arrows-position-outside elementor-pagination-position-outside elementor-widget elementor-widget-slides\" data-id=\"037da6f\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-settings=\"{&quot;navigation&quot;:&quot;both&quot;,&quot;transition&quot;:&quot;slide&quot;,&quot;transition_speed&quot;:500}\" data-widget_type=\"slides.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-swiper\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-slides-wrapper elementor-main-swiper swiper\" role=\"region\" aria-roledescription=\"carousel\" aria-label=\"Slides\" dir=\"ltr\" data-animation=\"fadeInUp\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"swiper-wrapper elementor-slides\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-repeater-item-74e6574 swiper-slide\" role=\"group\" aria-roledescription=\"slide\"><div class=\"swiper-slide-bg\"><\/div><div class=\"swiper-slide-inner\" ><div class=\"swiper-slide-contents\"><div class=\"elementor-slide-heading\">Friday<\/div><div class=\"elementor-slide-description\">26th June<\/div><\/div><\/div><\/div>\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-f3bc655 elementor-widget__width-initial elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"f3bc655\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p><!-- obsidian --><\/p><p class=\"translation-block\">My eyes feel like they're going to pop out from doing nothing but design work.\nI've got the crown roughly wrapped up, and now only the shield is left to design.\nI was going to make 5 different shield variations, but I think I'll have to stick to just 3.\n5 feels way too cluttered. Feels like I won't even be able to finish tomorrow.<\/p><p>Still, this is so much better than a 9 to 5.. The money will follow on its own eventually.<\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-59cc88a elementor-widget__width-initial elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"59cc88a\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<ol><li>Thank you, Father. For being someone I can lean on.<\/li><\/ol>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-e7167ff elementor-widget elementor-widget-spacer\" data-id=\"e7167ff\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"spacer.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-spacer\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-spacer-inner\"><\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-fe8eb94 elementor--h-position-left elementor--v-position-top elementor-arrows-position-outside elementor-pagination-position-outside elementor-widget elementor-widget-slides\" data-id=\"fe8eb94\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-settings=\"{&quot;navigation&quot;:&quot;both&quot;,&quot;transition&quot;:&quot;slide&quot;,&quot;transition_speed&quot;:500}\" data-widget_type=\"slides.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-swiper\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-slides-wrapper elementor-main-swiper swiper\" role=\"region\" aria-roledescription=\"carousel\" aria-label=\"Slides\" dir=\"ltr\" data-animation=\"fadeInUp\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"swiper-wrapper elementor-slides\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-repeater-item-74e6574 swiper-slide\" role=\"group\" aria-roledescription=\"slide\"><div class=\"swiper-slide-bg\" role=\"img\" aria-label=\"0627\"><\/div><div class=\"swiper-slide-inner\" ><div class=\"swiper-slide-contents\"><div class=\"elementor-slide-heading\">Saturday<\/div><div class=\"elementor-slide-description\">20th June<\/div><\/div><\/div><\/div>\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-91452b1 elementor-widget__width-initial elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"91452b1\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p class=\"translation-block\">Did a major deep clean today for the first time in a while, as Saturday marked the end of the first half of the year!\nOrganized my books and swapped out a few things for new ones.\nI didn't finish the studio completely, but I got a good amount done.\nI'll probably end up popping in and out a few times this week to finish wrapping it up.<\/p><p class=\"translation-block\">Things got all tangled up while trying to open my Etsy shop.\nAfter linking a Payoneer account I had made a long time ago, I forgot about it and created a brand-new account.\nThen, during the setup process, when the payout account wouldn't let me change it, I naively thought, \"I can probably just change it after it's open.\"\nTurns out you can't change it... and the initial $20 listing fee was charged, even with the exchange rate being so high.\nIt isn't a huge amount of money, but having no income and watching my bank account hit rock bottom just made me feel so suffocated.\nI reached out to support but got an automated AI reply, so I sent another email.\nSigh... After so much deliberation to finally open this, to get blocked right out of the gate like this...\nFather... I'm honestly so exhausted now...<\/p><p class=\"translation-block\">It's hard enduring each and every day. Saying I'm fine and that it isn't tough would be a lie.\nI'm simply leaning on the Father. Because He's the only place I can truly lean on.\nI'm just enduring. Saying I'm not anxious would be a lie, too.\nI'm just enduring. Simply because I know these aren't my true feelings, but just fleeting images.\nI'm just letting them flow past. Because everything has its time, and the Father has His own time to move.<\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-4aa1ddd elementor-widget__width-initial elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"4aa1ddd\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<ol><li>Thank you, Father. For letting me gain wisdom from the very bottom.<\/li><\/ol>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-bafcb0a elementor-widget elementor-widget-spacer\" data-id=\"bafcb0a\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"spacer.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-spacer\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-spacer-inner\"><\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-efac873 elementor-widget elementor-widget-toggle\" data-id=\"efac873\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"toggle.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-toggle\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-toggle-item\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div id=\"elementor-tab-title-2511\" class=\"elementor-tab-title\" data-tab=\"1\" role=\"button\" aria-controls=\"elementor-tab-content-2511\" aria-expanded=\"false\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-toggle-icon elementor-toggle-icon-left\" aria-hidden=\"true\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-toggle-icon-closed\"><i class=\"fas fa-caret-down\"><\/i><\/span>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-toggle-icon-opened\"><i class=\"elementor-toggle-icon-opened fas fa-caret-up\"><\/i><\/span>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<a class=\"elementor-toggle-title\" tabindex=\"0\">e99 *bY -05<\/a>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\n\t\t\t\t\t<div id=\"elementor-tab-content-2511\" class=\"elementor-tab-content elementor-clearfix\" data-tab=\"1\" role=\"region\" aria-labelledby=\"elementor-tab-title-2511\"><ul><li><del><span style=\"color: #ff0000;\">Start selling the new rings<\/span><\/del><ul><li><del><span style=\"color: #ff0000;\">Take a photo<\/span><\/del><ul><li><del><span style=\"color: #ff0000;\">Product<\/span><\/del><\/li><li><del><span style=\"color: #ff0000;\">Poster<\/span><\/del><\/li><li><del><span style=\"color: #ff0000;\">Add to the website<\/span><\/del><ul><li><del><span style=\"color: #ff0000;\">Category<\/span><\/del><\/li><li><del><span style=\"color: #ff0000;\">Modify Ring size chart<\/span><\/del><\/li><li><del><span style=\"color: #ff0000;\">Organize the collection and tag<\/span><\/del><\/li><\/ul><\/li><\/ul><\/li><li><del><span style=\"color: #ff0000;\">Necklaces<\/span><\/del><ul><li><del><span style=\"color: #ff0000;\">Sketch four necklaces<\/span><\/del><\/li><\/ul><\/li><\/ul><\/li><li><del><span style=\"color: #ff0000;\">Sand every case in the office<\/span><\/del><\/li><li><del><span style=\"color: #ff0000;\">Start ETSY<\/span><\/del><\/li><\/ul><hr \/><ul><li><span style=\"color: #0000ff;\">\uc0c1\ud45c \ub4f1\ub85d (In progress)<\/span><\/li><li><strong><span style=\"color: #0000ff;\">2nd Season<\/span><\/strong><ul><li>Take photos of the new rings on it.<\/li><li>Necklaces<ul><li>Finish designing<\/li><li>Print<\/li><li>Fix something wrong<\/li><li>Re-print<\/li><\/ul><\/li><\/ul><\/li><li><span style=\"color: #0000ff;\">Reorganize the e99 website, like pics til it&#8217;s done for every product<\/span><\/li><li>Retake the photos of the earring that is on it.<\/li><li>Fix the problem ETSY<\/li><li>Organize every jewelry component<\/li><li>Start Ideas, Q10 and Pinterest.<\/li><\/ul><\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-1ac0003 elementor-widget elementor-widget-toggle\" data-id=\"1ac0003\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"toggle.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-toggle\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-toggle-item\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div id=\"elementor-tab-title-2801\" class=\"elementor-tab-title\" data-tab=\"1\" role=\"button\" aria-controls=\"elementor-tab-content-2801\" aria-expanded=\"false\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-toggle-icon elementor-toggle-icon-left\" aria-hidden=\"true\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-toggle-icon-closed\"><i class=\"fas fa-caret-right\"><\/i><\/span>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-toggle-icon-opened\"><i class=\"elementor-toggle-icon-opened fas fa-caret-up\"><\/i><\/span>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<a class=\"elementor-toggle-title\" tabindex=\"0\">wEAMI *bY -05<\/a>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\n\t\t\t\t\t<div id=\"elementor-tab-content-2801\" class=\"elementor-tab-content elementor-clearfix\" data-tab=\"1\" role=\"region\" aria-labelledby=\"elementor-tab-title-2801\"><ul><li>\u2013<\/li><\/ul><hr \/><ul><li><span style=\"color: #0000ff;\">To renew a blog constantly<\/span><ul><li>Blog -&gt; Magazine<ul><li>Turn the anime page into a page, like a magazine<ul><li>Find out the references (Magazine, sns, blog, etc)<\/li><li>Copy!<\/li><\/ul><\/li><\/ul><\/li><\/ul><\/li><\/ul><\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-55ca104 elementor-widget elementor-widget-toggle\" data-id=\"55ca104\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"toggle.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-toggle\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-toggle-item\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div id=\"elementor-tab-title-8991\" class=\"elementor-tab-title\" data-tab=\"1\" role=\"button\" aria-controls=\"elementor-tab-content-8991\" aria-expanded=\"false\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-toggle-icon elementor-toggle-icon-left\" aria-hidden=\"true\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-toggle-icon-closed\"><i class=\"fas fa-caret-right\"><\/i><\/span>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-toggle-icon-opened\"><i class=\"elementor-toggle-icon-opened fas fa-caret-up\"><\/i><\/span>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<a class=\"elementor-toggle-title\" tabindex=\"0\">pERSONAL tHINGS *bY -05<\/a>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\n\t\t\t\t\t<div id=\"elementor-tab-content-8991\" class=\"elementor-tab-content elementor-clearfix\" data-tab=\"1\" role=\"region\" aria-labelledby=\"elementor-tab-title-8991\"><ul><li><span style=\"color: #ff0000;\"><span style=\"text-decoration: line-through;\">\u2013<\/span><\/span><\/li><\/ul><hr \/><ul><li>Read half of the book<\/li><li>Get my hair cut<\/li><li>Make an affirmation<\/li><\/ul><\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-50bd090 elementor-widget elementor-widget-spacer\" data-id=\"50bd090\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"spacer.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-spacer\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-spacer-inner\"><\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-207e333 elementor-widget elementor-widget-heading\" data-id=\"207e333\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"heading.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<h3 class=\"elementor-heading-title elementor-size-default\">\ud83d\udcb8\ud83d\udcb8\ud83d\udcb8<\/h3>\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-711dcb4 elementor-widget elementor-widget-spacer\" data-id=\"711dcb4\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"spacer.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-spacer\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-spacer-inner\"><\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-inner-section elementor-element elementor-element-bdd544e elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"bdd544e\" data-element_type=\"section\" data-e-type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-33 elementor-inner-column elementor-element elementor-element-dd3fb4d\" data-id=\"dd3fb4d\" data-element_type=\"column\" data-e-type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-f5a40d4 elementor-widget elementor-widget-toggle\" data-id=\"f5a40d4\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"toggle.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-toggle\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-toggle-item\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<h4 id=\"elementor-tab-title-2571\" class=\"elementor-tab-title\" data-tab=\"1\" role=\"button\" aria-controls=\"elementor-tab-content-2571\" aria-expanded=\"false\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-toggle-icon elementor-toggle-icon-left\" aria-hidden=\"true\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-toggle-icon-closed\"><i class=\"fas fa-caret-square-down\"><\/i><\/span>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-toggle-icon-opened\"><i class=\"elementor-toggle-icon-opened fas fa-caret-square-up\"><\/i><\/span>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<a class=\"elementor-toggle-title\" tabindex=\"0\">yEARLY<\/a>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/h4>\n\n\t\t\t\t\t<div id=\"elementor-tab-content-2571\" class=\"elementor-tab-content elementor-clearfix\" data-tab=\"1\" role=\"region\" aria-labelledby=\"elementor-tab-title-2571\"><ul><li>eLEMENTOR pLUGIN \u20a985,000\u00a0<br \/><span style=\"color: #ff0000;\"><b>(oCTORBER)<\/b><\/span><\/li><li>cAFE24 hOSTING \u20a960,000<br \/><span style=\"color: #ff0000;\"><strong>(fEBRUARY)<\/strong><\/span><\/li><li>SSL \u20a940,000<br \/><span style=\"color: #ff0000;\"><strong>(mARCH)<\/strong><\/span><\/li><\/ul><\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-e260678 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"e260678\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p>tOTAL \u20a9-<\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-be3cc34 elementor-widget-divider--separator-type-pattern elementor-widget-divider--no-spacing elementor-widget-divider--view-line elementor-widget elementor-widget-divider\" data-id=\"be3cc34\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"divider.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-divider\" style=\"--divider-pattern-url: url(&quot;data:image\/svg+xml,%3Csvg xmlns=&#039;http:\/\/www.w3.org\/2000\/svg&#039; preserveAspectRatio=&#039;xMidYMid meet&#039; overflow=&#039;visible&#039; height=&#039;100%&#039; viewBox=&#039;0 0 120 26&#039; fill=&#039;black&#039; stroke=&#039;none&#039;%3E%3Cpath d=&#039;M54,1.6V26h-9V2.5L54,1.6z M69,1.6v23.3L60,26V1.6H69z M24,1.6v23.5l-9-0.6V1.6H24z M30,0l9,0.7v24.5h-9V0z M9,2.5v22H0V3.7L9,2.5z M75,1.6l9,0.9v22h-9V1.6z M99,2.7v21.7h-9V3.8L99,2.7z M114,3.8v20.7l-9-0.5V3.8L114,3.8z&#039;\/%3E%3C\/svg%3E&quot;);\">\n\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-divider-separator\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-f1e167c elementor-widget elementor-widget-toggle\" data-id=\"f1e167c\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"toggle.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-toggle\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-toggle-item\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<h4 id=\"elementor-tab-title-2531\" class=\"elementor-tab-title\" data-tab=\"1\" role=\"button\" aria-controls=\"elementor-tab-content-2531\" aria-expanded=\"false\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-toggle-icon elementor-toggle-icon-left\" aria-hidden=\"true\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-toggle-icon-closed\"><i class=\"fas fa-caret-square-down\"><\/i><\/span>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-toggle-icon-opened\"><i class=\"elementor-toggle-icon-opened fas fa-caret-square-up\"><\/i><\/span>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<a class=\"elementor-toggle-title\" tabindex=\"0\">uNESSENTIAL<\/a>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/h4>\n\n\t\t\t\t\t<div id=\"elementor-tab-content-2531\" class=\"elementor-tab-content elementor-clearfix\" data-tab=\"1\" role=\"region\" aria-labelledby=\"elementor-tab-title-2531\"><ul><li>\u2013<\/li><\/ul><\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-5778a04 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"5778a04\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p>tOTAL \u20a9-<\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-33 elementor-inner-column elementor-element elementor-element-a4ccec7\" data-id=\"a4ccec7\" data-element_type=\"column\" data-e-type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-4586a79 elementor-widget elementor-widget-toggle\" data-id=\"4586a79\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"toggle.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-toggle\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-toggle-item\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<h4 id=\"elementor-tab-title-7291\" class=\"elementor-tab-title\" data-tab=\"1\" role=\"button\" aria-controls=\"elementor-tab-content-7291\" aria-expanded=\"false\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-toggle-icon elementor-toggle-icon-left\" aria-hidden=\"true\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-toggle-icon-closed\"><i class=\"fas fa-caret-square-down\"><\/i><\/span>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-toggle-icon-opened\"><i class=\"elementor-toggle-icon-opened fas fa-caret-square-up\"><\/i><\/span>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<a class=\"elementor-toggle-title\" tabindex=\"0\">mONTHLY<\/a>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/h4>\n\n\t\t\t\t\t<div id=\"elementor-tab-content-7291\" class=\"elementor-tab-content elementor-clearfix\" data-tab=\"1\" role=\"region\" aria-labelledby=\"elementor-tab-title-7291\"><ul><li>Spotify \u20a912,000<\/li><li>Coupang \u20a98,000<\/li><li>Gym \u20a934,000\u00a0<\/li><li>Phone plan \u20a9<\/li><li>Transprtation\u20a9<\/li><li>Phone \u20a935,000<\/li><\/ul><\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-4d7e28b elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"4d7e28b\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p>tOTAL \u20a989,000<\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-3114cc9 elementor-widget-divider--separator-type-pattern elementor-widget-divider--no-spacing elementor-widget-divider--view-line elementor-widget elementor-widget-divider\" data-id=\"3114cc9\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"divider.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-divider\" style=\"--divider-pattern-url: url(&quot;data:image\/svg+xml,%3Csvg xmlns=&#039;http:\/\/www.w3.org\/2000\/svg&#039; preserveAspectRatio=&#039;xMidYMid meet&#039; overflow=&#039;visible&#039; height=&#039;100%&#039; viewBox=&#039;0 0 120 26&#039; fill=&#039;black&#039; stroke=&#039;none&#039;%3E%3Cpath d=&#039;M54,1.6V26h-9V2.5L54,1.6z M69,1.6v23.3L60,26V1.6H69z M24,1.6v23.5l-9-0.6V1.6H24z M30,0l9,0.7v24.5h-9V0z M9,2.5v22H0V3.7L9,2.5z M75,1.6l9,0.9v22h-9V1.6z M99,2.7v21.7h-9V3.8L99,2.7z M114,3.8v20.7l-9-0.5V3.8L114,3.8z&#039;\/%3E%3C\/svg%3E&quot;);\">\n\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-divider-separator\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-a2087fc elementor-widget elementor-widget-toggle\" data-id=\"a2087fc\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"toggle.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-toggle\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-toggle-item\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<h4 id=\"elementor-tab-title-1691\" class=\"elementor-tab-title\" data-tab=\"1\" role=\"button\" aria-controls=\"elementor-tab-content-1691\" aria-expanded=\"false\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-toggle-icon elementor-toggle-icon-left\" aria-hidden=\"true\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-toggle-icon-closed\"><i class=\"fas fa-caret-square-down\"><\/i><\/span>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-toggle-icon-opened\"><i class=\"elementor-toggle-icon-opened fas fa-caret-square-up\"><\/i><\/span>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<a class=\"elementor-toggle-title\" tabindex=\"0\">hOBBY<\/a>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/h4>\n\n\t\t\t\t\t<div id=\"elementor-tab-content-1691\" class=\"elementor-tab-content elementor-clearfix\" data-tab=\"1\" role=\"region\" aria-labelledby=\"elementor-tab-title-1691\"><ul><li>\u2013<\/li><\/ul><\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-c3bd2ee elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"c3bd2ee\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p>tOTAL \u20a9-<\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-33 elementor-inner-column elementor-element elementor-element-497228a\" data-id=\"497228a\" data-element_type=\"column\" data-e-type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-857e19e elementor-widget elementor-widget-toggle\" data-id=\"857e19e\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"toggle.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-toggle\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-toggle-item\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<h4 id=\"elementor-tab-title-1391\" class=\"elementor-tab-title\" data-tab=\"1\" role=\"button\" aria-controls=\"elementor-tab-content-1391\" aria-expanded=\"false\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-toggle-icon elementor-toggle-icon-left\" aria-hidden=\"true\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-toggle-icon-closed\"><i class=\"fas fa-caret-square-down\"><\/i><\/span>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-toggle-icon-opened\"><i class=\"elementor-toggle-icon-opened fas fa-caret-square-up\"><\/i><\/span>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<a class=\"elementor-toggle-title\" tabindex=\"0\">eSSENTIAL<\/a>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/h4>\n\n\t\t\t\t\t<div id=\"elementor-tab-content-1391\" class=\"elementor-tab-content elementor-clearfix\" data-tab=\"1\" role=\"region\" aria-labelledby=\"elementor-tab-title-1391\"><ul><li>MCT OIL \u20a937,000<\/li><\/ul><\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-321aee0 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"321aee0\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p>tOTAL \u20a937,000<\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-a880fa0 elementor-widget-divider--separator-type-pattern elementor-widget-divider--no-spacing elementor-widget-divider--view-line elementor-widget elementor-widget-divider\" data-id=\"a880fa0\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"divider.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-divider\" style=\"--divider-pattern-url: url(&quot;data:image\/svg+xml,%3Csvg xmlns=&#039;http:\/\/www.w3.org\/2000\/svg&#039; preserveAspectRatio=&#039;xMidYMid meet&#039; overflow=&#039;visible&#039; height=&#039;100%&#039; viewBox=&#039;0 0 120 26&#039; fill=&#039;black&#039; stroke=&#039;none&#039;%3E%3Cpath d=&#039;M54,1.6V26h-9V2.5L54,1.6z M69,1.6v23.3L60,26V1.6H69z M24,1.6v23.5l-9-0.6V1.6H24z M30,0l9,0.7v24.5h-9V0z M9,2.5v22H0V3.7L9,2.5z M75,1.6l9,0.9v22h-9V1.6z M99,2.7v21.7h-9V3.8L99,2.7z M114,3.8v20.7l-9-0.5V3.8L114,3.8z&#039;\/%3E%3C\/svg%3E&quot;);\">\n\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-divider-separator\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-63c7f9c elementor-widget elementor-widget-spacer\" data-id=\"63c7f9c\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"spacer.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-spacer\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-spacer-inner\"><\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-inner-section elementor-element elementor-element-fb782d7 elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"fb782d7\" data-element_type=\"section\" data-e-type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-50 elementor-inner-column elementor-element elementor-element-ba157dc\" data-id=\"ba157dc\" data-element_type=\"column\" data-e-type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-f91fa67 elementor-widget elementor-widget-heading\" data-id=\"f91fa67\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"heading.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<h4 class=\"elementor-heading-title elementor-size-default\">January \u20a9216,900<\/h4>\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-1e8e443 elementor-widget elementor-widget-heading\" data-id=\"1e8e443\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"heading.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<h4 class=\"elementor-heading-title elementor-size-default\">March \u20a9778,000<\/h4>\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-017b8bc elementor-widget elementor-widget-heading\" data-id=\"017b8bc\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"heading.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<h4 class=\"elementor-heading-title elementor-size-default\">May \u20a9226,000<\/h4>\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-50 elementor-inner-column elementor-element elementor-element-be8ad64\" data-id=\"be8ad64\" data-element_type=\"column\" data-e-type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-b29d61e elementor-widget elementor-widget-heading\" data-id=\"b29d61e\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"heading.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<h4 class=\"elementor-heading-title elementor-size-default\">February \u20a9188,000<\/h4>\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-32d8ec5 elementor-widget elementor-widget-heading\" data-id=\"32d8ec5\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"heading.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<h4 class=\"elementor-heading-title elementor-size-default\">April \u20a9322,500<\/h4>\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-d22ffe1 elementor-widget elementor-widget-heading\" data-id=\"d22ffe1\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"heading.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<h4 class=\"elementor-heading-title elementor-size-default\">June \u20a9126,000<\/h4>\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-97d872a elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"97d872a\" data-element_type=\"section\" data-e-type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-100 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-8833100\" data-id=\"8833100\" data-element_type=\"column\" data-e-type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-f2b021f 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data-settings=\"{&quot;pagination_type&quot;:&quot;numbers&quot;,&quot;classic_columns&quot;:&quot;3&quot;,&quot;classic_columns_tablet&quot;:&quot;2&quot;,&quot;classic_columns_mobile&quot;:&quot;1&quot;,&quot;classic_row_gap&quot;:{&quot;unit&quot;:&quot;px&quot;,&quot;size&quot;:35,&quot;sizes&quot;:[]},&quot;classic_row_gap_tablet&quot;:{&quot;unit&quot;:&quot;px&quot;,&quot;size&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;sizes&quot;:[]},&quot;classic_row_gap_mobile&quot;:{&quot;unit&quot;:&quot;px&quot;,&quot;size&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;sizes&quot;:[]}}\" data-widget_type=\"posts.classic\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-posts-container elementor-posts elementor-posts--skin-classic elementor-grid\" role=\"list\">\n\t\t\t\t<article class=\"elementor-post elementor-grid-item post-16023 post type-post status-publish format-standard has-post-thumbnail hentry category-journey category-journey101to200\" role=\"listitem\">\n\t\t\t\t<a class=\"elementor-post__thumbnail__link\" href=\"https:\/\/weami.kr\/en\/journal169\/\" tabindex=\"-1\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-post__thumbnail\"><img fetchpriority=\"high\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"225\" height=\"300\" src=\"https:\/\/weami.kr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/0904-225x300.jpg\" class=\"attachment-medium size-medium wp-image-16027\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/weami.kr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/0904-225x300.jpg 225w, https:\/\/weami.kr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/0904-768x1024.jpg 768w, https:\/\/weami.kr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/0904-9x12.jpg 9w, https:\/\/weami.kr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/0904.jpg 1050w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 225px) 100vw, 225px\" \/><\/div>\n\t\t<\/a>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-post__text\">\n\t\t\t\t<h3 class=\"elementor-post__title\">\n\t\t\t<a href=\"https:\/\/weami.kr\/en\/journal169\/\">\n\t\t\t\tJournal #169: I will live a life that kills tomorrow for today, not a life that kills today for tomorrow.\t\t\t<\/a>\n\t\t<\/h3>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-post__meta-data\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-post-author\">\n\t\t\tHYUN\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-post-date\">\n\t\t\t09\/05\/2026\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-post-avatar\">\n\t\t\tNo Comments\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/article>\n\t\t\t\t<article class=\"elementor-post elementor-grid-item post-15936 post type-post status-publish format-standard has-post-thumbnail hentry category-journey category-journey101to200\" role=\"listitem\">\n\t\t\t\t<a class=\"elementor-post__thumbnail__link\" href=\"https:\/\/weami.kr\/en\/journal168\/\" tabindex=\"-1\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-post__thumbnail\"><img decoding=\"async\" width=\"225\" height=\"300\" src=\"https:\/\/weami.kr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/0827-225x300.jpg\" class=\"attachment-medium size-medium wp-image-15941\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/weami.kr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/0827-225x300.jpg 225w, https:\/\/weami.kr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/0827-768x1024.jpg 768w, https:\/\/weami.kr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/0827-1152x1536.jpg 1152w, https:\/\/weami.kr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/0827-9x12.jpg 9w, https:\/\/weami.kr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/0827.jpg 1224w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 225px) 100vw, 225px\" \/><\/div>\n\t\t<\/a>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-post__text\">\n\t\t\t\t<h3 class=\"elementor-post__title\">\n\t\t\t<a href=\"https:\/\/weami.kr\/en\/journal168\/\">\n\t\t\t\tJournal #168: The place where one worships does not matter.\t\t\t<\/a>\n\t\t<\/h3>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-post__meta-data\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-post-author\">\n\t\t\tHYUN\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-post-date\">\n\t\t\t08\/29\/2026\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-post-avatar\">\n\t\t\tNo Comments\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/article>\n\t\t\t\t<article class=\"elementor-post elementor-grid-item post-15781 post type-post status-publish format-standard has-post-thumbnail hentry category-journey category-journey101to200\" role=\"listitem\">\n\t\t\t\t<a class=\"elementor-post__thumbnail__link\" href=\"https:\/\/weami.kr\/en\/journal167\/\" tabindex=\"-1\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-post__thumbnail\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"225\" height=\"300\" src=\"https:\/\/weami.kr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/0822-2-225x300.jpg\" class=\"attachment-medium size-medium wp-image-15789\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/weami.kr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/0822-2-225x300.jpg 225w, https:\/\/weami.kr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/0822-2-768x1024.jpg 768w, https:\/\/weami.kr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/0822-2-1152x1536.jpg 1152w, https:\/\/weami.kr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/0822-2-9x12.jpg 9w, https:\/\/weami.kr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/0822-2.jpg 1224w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 225px) 100vw, 225px\" \/><\/div>\n\t\t<\/a>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-post__text\">\n\t\t\t\t<h3 class=\"elementor-post__title\">\n\t\t\t<a href=\"https:\/\/weami.kr\/en\/journal167\/\">\n\t\t\t\tJournal #167: A Dead Tree Among Lush Trees\t\t\t<\/a>\n\t\t<\/h3>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-post__meta-data\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-post-author\">\n\t\t\tHYUN\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-post-date\">\n\t\t\t08\/23\/2026\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-post-avatar\">\n\t\t\tNo Comments\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/article>\n\t\t\t\t<article class=\"elementor-post elementor-grid-item post-15732 post type-post status-publish format-standard has-post-thumbnail hentry category-journey101to200 category-journey\" role=\"listitem\">\n\t\t\t\t<a class=\"elementor-post__thumbnail__link\" href=\"https:\/\/weami.kr\/en\/journal166\/\" tabindex=\"-1\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-post__thumbnail\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"225\" height=\"300\" src=\"https:\/\/weami.kr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/0810-225x300.jpg\" class=\"attachment-medium size-medium wp-image-15735\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/weami.kr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/0810-225x300.jpg 225w, https:\/\/weami.kr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/0810-768x1024.jpg 768w, https:\/\/weami.kr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/0810-1152x1536.jpg 1152w, https:\/\/weami.kr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/0810-9x12.jpg 9w, https:\/\/weami.kr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/0810.jpg 1224w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 225px) 100vw, 225px\" \/><\/div>\n\t\t<\/a>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-post__text\">\n\t\t\t\t<h3 class=\"elementor-post__title\">\n\t\t\t<a href=\"https:\/\/weami.kr\/en\/journal166\/\">\n\t\t\t\tJournal #166: Where does greed and desire end, and where does Father's word begin..\t\t\t<\/a>\n\t\t<\/h3>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-post__meta-data\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-post-author\">\n\t\t\tHYUN\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-post-date\">\n\t\t\t08\/15\/2026\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-post-avatar\">\n\t\t\tNo Comments\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/article>\n\t\t\t\t<article class=\"elementor-post elementor-grid-item post-15687 post type-post status-publish format-standard has-post-thumbnail hentry category-journey category-journey101to200\" role=\"listitem\">\n\t\t\t\t<a class=\"elementor-post__thumbnail__link\" href=\"https:\/\/weami.kr\/en\/journal165\/\" tabindex=\"-1\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-post__thumbnail\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"225\" height=\"300\" src=\"https:\/\/weami.kr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/0806-2-225x300.jpg\" class=\"attachment-medium size-medium wp-image-15693\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/weami.kr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/0806-2-225x300.jpg 225w, https:\/\/weami.kr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/0806-2-768x1024.jpg 768w, https:\/\/weami.kr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/0806-2-1152x1536.jpg 1152w, https:\/\/weami.kr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/0806-2-9x12.jpg 9w, https:\/\/weami.kr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/0806-2.jpg 1224w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 225px) 100vw, 225px\" \/><\/div>\n\t\t<\/a>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-post__text\">\n\t\t\t\t<h3 class=\"elementor-post__title\">\n\t\t\t<a href=\"https:\/\/weami.kr\/en\/journal165\/\">\n\t\t\t\tJournal #165: Someday, the day will come when I stop writing in this diary.\t\t\t<\/a>\n\t\t<\/h3>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-post__meta-data\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-post-author\">\n\t\t\tHYUN\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-post-date\">\n\t\t\t08\/10\/2026\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-post-avatar\">\n\t\t\tNo Comments\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/article>\n\t\t\t\t<article class=\"elementor-post elementor-grid-item post-15621 post type-post status-publish format-standard has-post-thumbnail hentry category-journey101to200 category-journey\" role=\"listitem\">\n\t\t\t\t<a class=\"elementor-post__thumbnail__link\" href=\"https:\/\/weami.kr\/en\/journal164\/\" tabindex=\"-1\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-post__thumbnail\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" src=\"https:\/\/weami.kr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/0731-300x225.jpg\" class=\"attachment-medium size-medium wp-image-15626\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/weami.kr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/0731-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/weami.kr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/0731-1024x768.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/weami.kr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/0731-768x576.jpg 768w, https:\/\/weami.kr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/0731-1536x1152.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/weami.kr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/0731-16x12.jpg 16w, https:\/\/weami.kr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/0731.jpg 1632w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/div>\n\t\t<\/a>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-post__text\">\n\t\t\t\t<h3 class=\"elementor-post__title\">\n\t\t\t<a href=\"https:\/\/weami.kr\/en\/journal164\/\">\n\t\t\t\tJournal #164 :   \ub354 \uc774\uc0c1 \uae30\ub3c4\uc5d0 \uad00\ud574 \uace0\ubbfc\uc740 \ud558\uc9c0 \uc54a\uc73c\ub824\uace0 \ud55c\ub2e4.\t\t\t<\/a>\n\t\t<\/h3>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-post__meta-data\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-post-author\">\n\t\t\tHYUN\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-post-date\">\n\t\t\t08\/01\/2026\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-post-avatar\">\n\t\t\tNo Comments\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/article>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"e-load-more-anchor\" data-page=\"1\" data-max-page=\"12\" 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