-Tuseday-

I’ve slept late and woke up late recently.

I don’t know why, but I have to fix my routine again.

And I think my body’s recovered now.

Currently, I’ve been trying to see my life and routine from an objective perspective.

If I were a woman, Can I love me? It is an important question.

Anyway, I will have the day off until Thursday.

I have to try something more and prepare something before I move to Vancouver.

-Wednesday-

Oh my god.. So hot

I heard of when if the weather in Calgary is hot, but if it is windy then being chill

But now the wind is also warm..

Anyway, the girl who is at the same gym has been catching my eye every time.

She is really my cup of tea. So I’ve been aiming for a chance the moment when I can ask.

I think she is a personal trainer. 

so when I work out, She is working.

That’s why I couldn’t ask it. I hope she doesn’t have a boyfriend.

-Sunday-

I slept all day for real.

I got an infection in my throat.

It hasn’t been a long time since I got a cold.

Anyway, I’ve been thinking about fate recently.

You know, If I’m having a bad day, is it also a fate?

I don’t know well.. Today I didn’t study anything

And I had a nightmare about my mother.

I think I have to bring her here some days.

I don’t want to do anything now. I’m depressed.

I don’t want to speak of my bad things but I can’t be helped.

I don’t want to meet my colleagues tomorrow.

Honestly, I don’t know why I come here if living like this as if I were living in Korea.

I feel like I’m still living in Korea. you know I have to escape here

What I mean is I want to escape from Korean people.

that is all I want it. but I know it is all my fault.

But I know there must be the hardest time that I will be taken into account more than now one day. but I don’t know how long I can endure.