-Tuseday-

I’ve slept late and woke up late recently.

I don’t know why, but I have to fix my routine again.

And I think my body’s recovered now.

Currently, I’ve been trying to see my life and routine from an objective perspective.

If I were a woman, Can I love me? It is an important question.

Anyway, I will have the day off until Thursday.

I have to try something more and prepare something before I move to Vancouver.

-Wednesday-

Oh my god.. So hot

I heard of when if the weather in Calgary is hot, but if it is windy then being chill

But now the wind is also warm..

-Sunday-

I slept all day for real.

I got an infection in my throat.

It hasn’t been a long time since I got a cold.

Anyway, I’ve been thinking about fate recently.

You know, If I’m having a bad day, is it also a fate?

I don’t know well.. Today I didn’t study anything

And I had a nightmare about my mother.

I think I have to bring her here some days.

I don’t want to do anything now. I’m depressed.

I don’t want to speak of my bad things but I can’t be helped.

I don’t want to meet my colleagues tomorrow.

Honestly, I don’t know why I came here if I lived like this as if I were living in Korea.

I feel like I’m still living in Korea. you know I have to escape here

What I mean is I want to escape from Korean people.

that is all I want it. but I know it is all my fault.

But I know there must be the hardest time that I will be taken into account more than now one day. but I don’t know how long I can endure.