-Tuesday-

It snowed at end of the April. So I got a day off and probably snowing until tomorrow.

I had a lot of work, so I didn’t write this. If I had dinner after working out, that would be at 9 pm, So I had to go to bed right away.

I suspended running every morning, and my skin worsened.

I bought some new daily shoes this morning. The old ones were so worn out.

However, a police officer came to this home today, I don’t know why, but she said it was because of Jarel.

He locked his room door and lashed out at her again. I guess she came to give him an eviction notice.

When she left, he started shouting, turned the music louder, and swore at me.

But I was nothing, there was no reason I was scared of him.

Anyway, the new tenant makes bread frequently, and He said if I wanted to have it, whenever I had.

These days, there is no have to do something but I will do something bit by bit.

I will become a cool person. 

If I do something, I’m going to do it. If I want to do something, I will.

If I want to become someone, I will. If I want to achieve, I will.

-Thursday-

I guess Jarel did drugs again.

I can’t trust him anymore, I’m sure he does drugs as opposed to drinking.

He made strange noises, shouted, and swore at me.

But my English isn’t enough very well, so I didn’t get to be damaged.

It was snowing again today, so we couldn’t work.

I need to find some excitement in this boring day.

To be honest, I have an Instagram script that I’ve prepared since a week ago, so I’ve memorized it for recording. 

Then I’ll try to upload it on there.

My English pronunciation isn’t good, and the video and voice quality aren’t good either.

There may also the wrong sentences and words.

But I used to pursue to be perfect and I didn’t want to get embarrassed when I was a rapper.

That result, I didn’t achieve anything.

I don’t want to get the same result. I’m afraid many people might criticize me.

But the fact that excitement is coming. I like this feeling and should pursue it.

I always should overcome embarrassment. If I can’t, I can’t grow up.

I’ll be happy when I get old and watch my videos from the beginning to see how much my life has improved.

Of course, I hope many people get confidence and realize while looking at my improvement.

If you see my first story, you’ll learn about a person who had nothing and was at their worst.

But now it’s different. I’m looking for the worth and I’m not a person who has nothing.