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HYUN
I forgot to take a photo today as well..
I was told to feel a bit guilty by our pastor speech. Ah… It’s not…?
The pastor said, approach someone to start a relationship with her.
I actually didn’t approach her, having some intentions… I just wanted to be friends.
My curiosity… You know, I hate small talk. If I want to make a friend, I prefer having a meal together.
Ahhh, I don’t know. I’m not gonna do anything forcibly anymore.
I will just go with the flow. I already gave her a ring with a handwritten letter.
I can’t take it back. I want to explain to her that I didn’t have any intentions…
Fuck.
- 1. I appreciate God for helping me always.
- I appreciate God that I could meet our group.
I worked to clean a water tank. It’s been six months since I last did it.
They came to pick me up at 7 a.m. and went to the first place where we had to clean.
It was small, so we could get it done quickly, and then we headed to another place.
It was easy, and I wasn’t tired at all, but I thought I couldn’t live like this.
Deep down, there was something that made me frustrated.
What was that? How can I live with it?
Will I be able to afford that feeling in the future if I give up my dream?
God, please tell me why I exist in this world. What is my role.
They are atheists who I was working with. Sometimes they made fun of God in front of me.
But I tried to stay calm and ignored them. I love them, but I wanna leave them.
- I appreciate God for giving me the strength
that I could stay calm even though someone makes fun of you.
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- I appreciate God for helping me make two posters today.
I forgot to hang out with people.
Especially, I wonder what Christians do when they hang out.
I used to drink when I met people I knew, but now I don’t know.
Just having lunch or dinner is all I do.
But I think it doesn’t matter; I know when I feel happy.
I decided not to approach anyone from now on. I’ll just give them my love but not get close to them.
I was going to approach people who are at the same church, but it’s wrong.
My action caused a misunderstanding. No… this thought is wrong as well.
Yeah, I have to admit that I was interested in her as a girl, but also as a friend.
‘Cause she’s like her, who I met in Vancouver… yeah, my mistake.
So tired, even though I had a nap. Here’s some good news: I got an offer to open a store.
It’s an online platform that handles jewelry. Maybe I should do it.
I swore that I would catch every chance. I don’t wanna miss the chance from God.
I appreciate God for giving me a realization.
I appreciate God for today. I don’t really know, actually.
We decided to accept the offer to open a store in Amons.
Just do it. After doing everything, God will take care of me.
But I don’t do anything forcibly; I just let nature take me somewhere.
Relationship and friendship are the same. I don’t do anything forcibly.
If I wanna ask or get to know someone, I just ask and offer to have a meal together.
But I won’t text forcibly. That was my mistake.
I always try, fall down, and then stand up with something I have realized.
That’s how I get to live. It makes me stronger and calmer than before.
And I know this is how God works for me.
Everything is not on the screen; that’s a trap.
The truth is the Bible and God, Jesus.
Even the motivational video—don’t fall for it.
God doesn’t give you something through SNS;
He gives you a situation and a moment you should live through.
I appreciate God for giving me a rest time.
I appreciate God for taking my safety feelings that came my account balance
I’m safe enough already by your love and glory.
fRIDAY
I gave up on the project that makes ten pendants.
I think it didn’t come from God. I just did it forcibly.
That’s wrong. Yeah, that’s wrong.
I don’t know how to increase this blog’s viewers.
I wanna make it more individually, but hmm… I don’t know.
Should it look more professional? But my style would be gone.
Haa… It’s too hard for me to choose.
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I went to Hongdae to learn DJing today.
I had fun for real! I didn’t practice, just theory.
Even though it was interesting, my teacher was a good person, I guess.
While he was explaining how to make a mixset, I could see his smile.
That’s because I want to meet someone who can have a productive conversation.
Talking about ideas and imagining is what I really want!
I can’t wait to meet him and learn DJing! Making mixsets makes listening to music fun.
God, I appreciate that I have something new to enjoy!
- I appreciate God for always leading me.
- I appreciate God for everything.
To sketch another ringTo request to get the index again.To make an earring posterTo make an announcement about taxTo reorganize the websiteTo organize Google Search Console- 상표 등록 (iN pROGRESS)
- tO mAKE A sECOND sEASON pLAN (iN pROGRESS)
- To finish the kimono ring
- Make the answers to the FAQ on website whenever something pops up in my mind
- To make the pendant poster
- Bandage
- Orange
- Ramen
- Meat
- To make a video
- To open a store in Amons
To organize Google Search ConsoleTo reorganize this blogTo post the thoughtsTo figure out about SSL
- tO cHANGE PW (iT dOESN’T wORK!!)
- To figure out ESTY (Somedays)
- tO pOST iNSTA rEELS
- The little prince
- Drawing
- Posting
- To adjust the book archive page.
- To find out the blog that I can refer to
To finish readingTo make a list that I appreciate this year
- tO wRAP mY sHOES, i wON’T wEAR fOR A wHILE (iN pROGRESS)
- To delete the bank account
- To find out the phone plan one.
- To organize my old phone.
- To make the DJing mixset whenever I have times
- wANNA mAKE A fOREIGN fRIEND wHO cAN iMPROVE mY eNGLISH
- focus on only the e99 project. plzzzzzzzzzzzzz
💸💸💸
yEARLY
- eLEMENTOR pLUGIN ₩85,000
(oCTORBER) - cAFE24 hOSTING ₩60,000
(fEBRUARY) - SSL ₩40,000
(mARCH)
tOTAL ₩40,000
uNESSENTIAL
- Coffee ₩2,000
- Hanging out ₩137,500
- Dinner with my mom ₩60,000
- Gift box ₩500
- Sparkling water ₩2,000
- Burger ₩4,000
- Cigarettes ₩20,000
tOTAL ₩226,000
jANUARY ₩ 216,900
mARCH ₩ 778,000
fEBRUARY ₩ 188,000
